"I am now the most miserable man living. If what I feel were equally distributed to the whole human family, there would not be one cheerful face on the earth. Whether I shall ever be better I can not tell; I awfully forebode I shall not. To remain as I am is impossible; I must die or be better, it appears to me."
So there's hummus and wheat crackers and Wal-Mart brand crystal light for lunch. There are unfortunately no jobs for me to apply for as my during-lunch activity.