its the first day of break/swim meet against elcajon valley (who have a very small team) ?did the novice water polo team play them in a competition? hmm dont remember. shana is not here shes snowboarding with marion. isnt that nice? well anyways im bored and it seems that leena has a boyfriend with a foot fetish what? im confused and wondering if ( Read more... )

it is saturday wow. hmm im am calm and content with who i am and what i am doing at this moment in time. im a failing orchestra yet passing geometry i dont know what i should feel sad or happy that im passing math or sad that im failing orchestra. all next week is finals and its really stressful or will be today i will not think about that today i ( Read more... )

well i didnt call leena like i said i would or anyone else but i did pass my test luckily. so know i have to start taking classes and i still havent finished my swim paper work im falling behind but how can i complain? this is what i wanted i wanted to be busy and i cant and wont quit or half-ass it if when i do it. my sister is here still she is ( Read more... )

my test for the written part of drivers ed is tomorrow at ten i think so i will call you leena at 1:00 am and tell you if i passed or not i will mostl likey have failed but i will call you anyways and feel really sad poor poor me how i am so sad and unhappy everything has gone to shibby i hate it when i feel like this and know i have my sister over ( Read more... )

mondays mondays i hate mondays its all about the weekend! ahh oh well its not monday its tuesday and i talked to schaun last night and he is a german whore! i was so shocked and leena is coming down with the whore flu cause she herpes from marina well no thats a lie. camille is going away to the magical world of wonder in england and some other ( Read more... )

so yesterday was our last tournament and we won one game out of three but the victory wasnt as good as it could have been because the team we were against only had eight players to our fourteen and it was kind of sad. vista is a good team but they kick a lot so know i have bruises on my ribs. and there was this one girl from i dont remember where ( Read more... )

hmm.... waterpolo season is about to end and swim is in like a month. the first day of our tournament is over we of course lost both games but we will at least have three more to attempt to win. im tired and should be sleeping cause its ten thirty at night and i have to be at grossmont by eight in the morning. everyone is all drifting apart some ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while its weird how that happens that i become so consumed in my life that i dont even take the time to sit down and write about my life. but then its online and the pirpose of keeping a journal isnt what it was ten years ago. a journal was meant for only one person to read and know about. where secrets could be written and ( Read more... )

water-polo scrimmage was yesterday we lost two to six and the only reason we even scored the two points was because we had two jv girls with us. thanks amanda for playing even though you already played a game. hmm ap homework is no fun its bad and english is worse cause its my board and i dont really know what to put on it and then my speech, ( Read more... )

wow~ its been over a month i think since the last time i actually wrote somthing. I've been really busy with water polo and im falling behind in school like in english i need to sit down and talk to my teacher im doing suprisingly well in orchestra. My mother thinks im anorexic and its starting to bother me. my life seems full of people who portray ( Read more... )