i worked really hard again today. gym from 700 to 900 then church from 930 to 930. i had a good day today, i feel so much better but i have worn myself out -- goodnight ----

i am posting today out of the sheer need to talk to someone. the people i want to talk to either arent around to listen or i am uncomfortable asking them to listen; the people that i know will listen either arent around or i dont want to talk to. so i will talk to you despite the fact that some of my readers are those i dont want to talk to; it ( Read more... )

no one has posted for a while. no one has responded to anything, it doesnt bother me so much. it didnt matter so much that no one updated while i was there, because i saw everyone and knew what was going on. now im here, i just wish i knew what was happening. when i get bored i check LJ. where is everyone ( Read more... )

I think that i have really been blessed to have people that care about me both here and in charleston. not long had i posted that i wished to see connor, chris, corey, and argie before i left than they had appeared. i had a grand time with them ( Read more... )

It has been exactly two weeks since my last post. I have much that I could say, but I feel as if it would be too much trouble to actually put words to my thoughts. For some reason i would prefer to simply explain why i dont want to explain anything. (anyone know what i am talking about?)

I leave, early tomorrow morning. I hope that i get to see my ( Read more... )

I have been home from NC for one full day, and I am ready to leave again. I will be gone for two weeks starting tomorrow. Gone - to some that means they will not see me but will remember me; to others it means my presence will go unnoticed, though it isnt even there; to others it means I will again be able to rekindle a friendship that thrives on ( Read more... )

The way i manage through life as i do is by pretending. not in that i pretend to be someone im not so much as i can convince myself that i dont hate something. i think that this post is going to be about how i come to view things as i do ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning with a thought in my head. in reading this it might help if you try to understand what i am saying. if you don't, don't bother with this insane notion ( Read more... )

I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more and no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends, including me, to ask you anything.

Today, i went to the gym. my school has a physical trainer who has designed specific programs for each of us. i go monday, tuesday, thursday, and friday and work out. anyway, my arms hurt from tuesday (tuesdays are arm days) and today we did legs. my legs feel like jello from seven a.m. this morning, but what is worse is the pain i have in my butt ( Read more... )