Unfortunately...stating the obvious never gets you anywhere. Telling someone how you feel...never gets you anywhere. This person wants to be honest with themeselves, but can never admit fault in anything they do wrong. Its nothing they say, but everything they do. I feel as if I need to give chances to everyone...whether they are an asshole or not ( Read more... )

Today...I dont know...Im just happy ( Read more... )

Im talking to myself at night ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel so alone...to the point that you give in to any kind of emotion? Even if its meaningless...you still give in...because it feels good in that specific moment. It feels as if your are not alone. Your are not the only one who needs to fill this void. And yet, I ponder this meaning everytime I repeat this mistake...regret collides with ( Read more... )

( Our Excellent Adventure!!! )

So Im bummed...UO prom got canceled. I guess were just going to have a keg at Gabe's apartment. Man, I wish my bandmates would stop smoking so much, so we could actually get things in order. Whatev...Im going with or without them ( Read more... )

Yesterday sucked. I did nothing productive...but lately...Ive just been a blur. I cant focus on whats really important. I feel if I think about it too much...I will loose myself in this mess ( Read more... )

I have two options...none which Im sure of...

Move to Sacramento AND LIVE AN EASY LIFE??? Or, Stay here In Santa Cruz, struggle, and be on my own???

Why must life be so rough...

A constant struggle...

Missing details...

Im feeling lost...

At the same time, Im over living at anyones expense...

I think its time to find my reasoning...

Or move

So, Im very confused at this moment in my life. Too many details to worry about...so little time ( Read more... )

So, Ive been informed on all the drama that has been going down. Im not going to get into it, but I think we all need to take a step back and focus on whats really important ( Read more... )