well thats it, ive fallen in love. every time im with him i just want to keep saying i love you, but im resisting untill the perfect time, got home(to his house) at 5am and didnt get out of bed untill abotu 530 this evening......mmmmmm

so yea, slept at logans both nights on the weekend, turns out we have both liked eachother for a long time and decided not to get the guts up to tell eachother till this weekend, i think know if i like him as much as he likes me, because a big chunk of my heart is in norway. Oh well, im having fun which is always a good thing ( Read more... )

i can't remember when it was good ( Read more... )

Wooden Chair

I'm in my basement,
Sitting on a wooden chair.

You're pretending to cry,
I'm pretending to care.

I'll wash your face,
With your salty lies.

Imaginary bitch slaps,
Wooden chair.

I hope you die

it was worth the wait...first kiss to this song...god im a nerd. :D ( Read more... )

i hate waiting for guys to call, i wish i just could not care. grrrr...i want a tattoo soo much. are you good at drawing interesting looking doves nicole? if you are pleeeeease draw me one, or if you know someone who could draw it, i want an interesting looking one as a tattoo ( Read more... )

i slept at a guy friends house last night after hours and hours of dancing at a pregrad...we slept in the same bed and yet nothing happened.....so shocked...neeed some action haha.......
im HUNG OVER....i had vodka in my mixed drinks last night, i really really hate vodka.

i feel like all of my stress has gathered in my chest and is never going to let go. i try so hard to concentrate on everything going on around me, but i can't. i just get so distracted hopeing somehow i can fall in love, even if its with myself. i just want to lay in a bed with someone naked and be perfectly happy, and i know the person that i ( Read more... )

got myself in a whole bunch of trouble on friday hahaah, drank wild cat :S not the best choice but i didnt get sick so its okay. I got trashed and danced all night, flirted.. whoops... hahah
Oh I saw french kiss at the liquor store and it looked like a nice bottle.
Applying at milestones tomorrow...yesss

had a geography exam today, was harder then i expected, oh well i dont care about school anymore....i really really really want to go to iadt, mom wants me to go to the one in seatlle but i dont think they offer the course i want and living in the states would be wierd ...my other two options are montreal and toronto(yay i could see you nicole ( Read more... )