"Baby, please don't say goodbye." Kikuchi Fuma and My Sad Dream
I dreamt of Fuma today. It felt SOOOO real, it was a bit freaking me out. So I knew I had to blog about this one because it wasn't only freaky that it was too real, but because it was heartbreaking
In the dream, I was working probably as a staff or something in Johnny's. I had to check if everything was working while we were preparing probably for... a concert? So I had to check also if the instruments were working fine and I had to get one of the piano (I think it was a keyboard, I forget) checked. I was walking in the corridor and I saw Sexy Zone. Shori, Marius and Sou greeted me nicely, "Hi, Riho-san!" I smiled at them and said hello to them. I asked Kento, who knew how to play the piano, to check if the piano was working fine if he actually played it. So Kento said, "Eh? Me? Well, okay" politely (he was so polite, I don't even know). So I brought the piano in one of the dressing rooms (or studio?) to get Kento check it. As soon as the piano and the members of Sexy Zone were in, I went out to do something else because I was busy.
When I got back, Kento was gracefully playing on the piano while the rest of the Sexy Zone members were surrounding the piano. While Kento was playing the piano, we watched silently. A couple of minutes later, I saw myself talking to Fuma. I think I was closest to Fuma among Sexy Zone. It's as if we had the relationship of childhood friends or something. Because I'm 3 years older than Fuma, he treated me like his older sister.
When another couple of minutes passed and I was about to leave the room, Fuma said in a small voice, smiling, "I miss you, nee-chan." And everyone in Sexy Zone got shocked because Fuma was tsundere and he was awfully being sweet to me. And because Fuma is tsundere, he laughed it off. To break the awkward atmosphere, I just smiled and casually replied, "I miss you too." With that, I left the room.
Then the dream transitioned into another scene. This time, it was just focused on Fuma. He looked really upset. No, upset isn't even enough to describe it. He seemed more like he was in pain. Like he was going to cry. Then it transitioned to me and Tego. Apparently, we were together in the dream.
I woke up there and I realized Fuma was like a childhood friend or something like that to me and Fuma liked me in the dream. But because I'm older, I was already with someone else which was Tego.
What made the dream even more heartbreaking? ROGUE WAS PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND WHEN IT WAS FOCUSED ON FUMA.
The dream was so real that I almost forgot that it was only a dream. I love Tego, but Fuma. Ugh
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I was trying to put clothes on Mojoe and he bit me ;___;
In the dream, I was working probably as a staff or something in Johnny's. I had to check if everything was working while we were preparing probably for... a concert? So I had to check also if the instruments were working fine and I had to get one of the piano (I think it was a keyboard, I forget) checked. I was walking in the corridor and I saw Sexy Zone. Shori, Marius and Sou greeted me nicely, "Hi, Riho-san!" I smiled at them and said hello to them. I asked Kento, who knew how to play the piano, to check if the piano was working fine if he actually played it. So Kento said, "Eh? Me? Well, okay" politely (he was so polite, I don't even know). So I brought the piano in one of the dressing rooms (or studio?) to get Kento check it. As soon as the piano and the members of Sexy Zone were in, I went out to do something else because I was busy.
When I got back, Kento was gracefully playing on the piano while the rest of the Sexy Zone members were surrounding the piano. While Kento was playing the piano, we watched silently. A couple of minutes later, I saw myself talking to Fuma. I think I was closest to Fuma among Sexy Zone. It's as if we had the relationship of childhood friends or something. Because I'm 3 years older than Fuma, he treated me like his older sister.
When another couple of minutes passed and I was about to leave the room, Fuma said in a small voice, smiling, "I miss you, nee-chan." And everyone in Sexy Zone got shocked because Fuma was tsundere and he was awfully being sweet to me. And because Fuma is tsundere, he laughed it off. To break the awkward atmosphere, I just smiled and casually replied, "I miss you too." With that, I left the room.
Then the dream transitioned into another scene. This time, it was just focused on Fuma. He looked really upset. No, upset isn't even enough to describe it. He seemed more like he was in pain. Like he was going to cry. Then it transitioned to me and Tego. Apparently, we were together in the dream.
I woke up there and I realized Fuma was like a childhood friend or something like that to me and Fuma liked me in the dream. But because I'm older, I was already with someone else which was Tego.
What made the dream even more heartbreaking? ROGUE WAS PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND WHEN IT WAS FOCUSED ON FUMA.
The dream was so real that I almost forgot that it was only a dream. I love Tego, but Fuma. Ugh
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I was trying to put clothes on Mojoe and he bit me ;___;