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[seraphbane]

Man ...nothin happenin nowhere.  Nothing has changed...and  you know what? Thats good cause I hate change.  The only thing that is wierd is that for the first time , Im doubting my intellectual abilities.  I know this sounds bigheaded and stupid(ironically) but I always just assumed that I could do anything as far as intellegence would carry me.  I

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[seraphbane]

I actually did some chem work this evening. It will be the first homework I have done in College...mabe I should have done that last semester...hmmmm...one might ponder apon that.Anyways, remind me some time to copy your Calculus syllabus, at least the part with the homework numbers, and I might actually think about trying to find my cal book so I can stare at the problem and say "wtf" over and over and over. but seriously I need that page.

-Crybaby-

[deathbymints]

I look at it this way: if you aren't smart/skilled/fast/strong/whatever enough for something then work your ass off until you are or find another way to accomplish the same thing. There is always going to be another way to do something, even if it is the hardest way possible but also the only way that you are able to, work until it becomes easier. Trust me, as you age you begin to get a "no holds barred" attitude about life, which marks the beginning of opening a can on everything. Think of it like having a project due forever and then on the last minute you throw all the tangling concerns and "what if's?" away and commit to a plan of action and churn out an excellent end result, even though it may be rough around the edges and a bit off in places but overall it works out perfectly. That is my take on getting old anyway, that and pushing limits of what a person is able to do

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[seraphbane]

Thanks markham, I wasnt directing that comment at anybody and I realize that you people have other things to do besides come up with something to say about my entry. I mean sometimes I make entries that no one could really comment onbecause its just blagh! Anyways, I remember when this same thing happened to me concerning my artistic abilities, but then I busted out with Old Man, Chessboard, and Blueman to name a few. I just cant remember what happened to make it possible. I mean I remeber feeling this excact same way, I felt like i had hit a ceiling and patrick and jeremy were just going higher and higher like it wasnt there, Anyways I just need to remeber what happened then apply it to my life now.or say wtf and do all that stuff you said...Work?...Harder?...Overdue project?...Gah Im late for school.

See ya
-Crybaby Jerkface-