Ugh...

Dec 28, 2003 05:08

I'm so depressed right now.... I cried for an hour and cut the shit out of my arms ( Read more... )

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missa909 December 28 2003, 08:19:20 UTC
Awwww Kat I'm sorry! Things will get better soon, I promise! Just please don't do anything stupid in the meantime, if you know what I mean. Men are sooooo NOT worth ending your life for or injuring yourself to hospitalization.
Lots of love, Missa

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i will never stop lil_babybrother December 28 2003, 08:45:33 UTC
i will never hide anything from u, and i never have in the past. please dont cut urself, dont ever. i know u dont trust me now, and u dont have to belive me, I STILL CARE ABOUT U. and if u killed urself i swear i will do the same. i would rather take a 1000 knives in the back then to see u depressed, i hate seeing u like this. I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING U NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, about this 1 incident i am willing to goudge my outeyes, sew up my lips, cut off my ears to make sure this never happens again. ill even let u do it to make sure its done. i can apologise a million times and it wont matter but im not gonna stop, u and i have come 2 far, i will never stop loving and ill do anything to prove it... ANYTHING. if u belive there isnt then im still gonna remain persistent, i will never even talk to another girl again and i will have every1 that u and/or i know as a eye witness. if i ever do this again then i truly dont love you, I WILL MAKE SURE THIS NEVER HAPPENS AGAIN BECAUSE I DO LOVE YOU AND YOU ONLY. im sacrificing everything on ( ... )

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well... pkeod December 28 2003, 12:35:59 UTC
you dont know me, and I dont know you. Other then reading you blogs and maybe you mine.

Isnt it beutifull? I think it is. Even when people are sad, there is so much beauty there. I could go on and on and on and on... but then what would the point be? The point is your beutifull.

haha I'm going crazy there is so much beauty...
I wish there was an insane grin smile face, sort of a homicilde I'm going to kill you, you fuzzy bunnny!

I don't know what to say I don't know what to do, but at least know that I appreciate you.

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This is Frank racerjet3 December 28 2003, 15:31:26 UTC
Yes, I am Frank, I was on the ship with Phil when this "kiss" happened, accually it was in my room so I know what happened and I know how Phil feels. First of all, it was my fault, I didn't know the entire situation and I thought Kat was going with someone and doing stuff why couldn't he so I told him to go for it. I later found out Kat dumped her guy for him and Phil didn't know at the time either. He accually doesn't nkow i'm doing this and will most likely be pissed when he finds out, but if losing the friendship of someone I just met over him not being with the one he loves is a small price to pay. He admits he made a mistake and also states if I hadn't told him to go for it that he most likely wouldn't have done it. If anyone should be yelled at for screwing up what these 2 had, it should be me. I am not saying he is completely innocent because he could have not done it but he did but only after I told him too. He decided to not even leave the ship today and didn't step foot on foreign soil. I had to drag him out of bed ( ... )

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Re: This is Frank seraphicautumn_ December 28 2003, 20:21:28 UTC
Well, I just want to find that Nikki girl and beat the living fuck out of her, and then pump her full of formaldehyde. (Can you tell I want to pull some ammatuer mortician skills on her?! lol ( ... )

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I'm here. zadoyman December 28 2003, 16:11:50 UTC
"now here I am... screwed over"

Look kat I care. I don't care if you don't wanna be with me but I'm still here and I still care. I'm not sure if our relationship would have worked out anyways but I still care. You know my number.

Here for ya,

-=Nic=-

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