Split Screen Sadness

[seraphicautumn_]

I had been staring down at my French Final outlines. A long, yet small, rectangular piece of cardboard that had been folded twice lay in the corner of the purple paper. Razorblade sitting right near it, and there I sat, watching the tiny droplets of blood escape from the cut I had made. Three cuts I had made, actually. My music blaring, I did not

Comments

[racerjet3]

I do not wish to push you into anything Kat, I just thoguht you 2 should talk face to face and not go through other channels. If you do not wish too I respect that and I don't want you to hurt yourself because anything I do, I have many friends like you (cutting themselves) and I don't want to be the reason they end up in the hospital or worst, dead. If you want just ignore me for awhile and get your head straight and then talk to me again, I have that effect on people of ruining their lifes, all the more reason to end mine but I don't, and why is that, why is that...

[zadoyman]

you know I would say something. but you know. you know what it is I usally say. I'm not mad I'm sad. I feel really bad. I would never get mad at you for doing it, w/e your going to just pass this up now. you have phill. perfect phill. I dun know maybe I'm venting a little. I'm mad that phill got mad at you for cutting your self that is not the way to handle that but oviously he doesn't realize that. Kat remember no matter how much I hate the things you do I still care. I still fucking care. If you read this thank you. if not well I guess you never really did care about anything I had to say...

-=Nic=-

[zadoyman]

almost forgot...I haven't read LJ in a few days and I just read the day you had with phill. thats why I sound this way.