A need to make amends

[seraphim_fiv]

It would seem that in talking with my room mates that things that have happened have been my fault, not all, but a good bit. I do not remember doing these things or saying some of the things that I have. In doing so though I have hurt people close to me, people I care about as friends and as family. For this I am deeply sorry, I do not ask for

Comments

[jyahvii]

It is inevitable to hurt those whom you love at least once in your life. But within forgiveness for yoourself lies growth and newer light... don't beat urself up too much, it won't help at all in the end.

caution reality ahead

[bufondevino]

well I dunno much about MP's honestly. I know i have "characters" that I come up with whose traits i tend to take on when needed. I am not one to say how real or imagined they are, just that to me they are real and yet Im not always myself. I do have some artistic creative control on what these personalities are like tho. I think alot of it has to do with ones memory, I myself wont remember what ive written in this post five minutes from now. I will only remember that I wrote it. And yeah working third shift kinda screws with your head in a town that isnt really 24/7. I think from a psychoticlyanalitic point of view it might help to find a balance to yourself... like a more positive imagined avatarof you... but remember our MP's are still us.