TezuFuji fic
Title : Changing the Fate
Pairing : Tezuka x Fuji, a slight of AtobexRyoma, SanadaxYukimura, Dirty Pair
Author : Mikagami Tokiya
Rating : T
Warning : Grammar, Yaoi, AU
Disclaimer : Not mine to begin with
Notes : i wrote this quite a long time ago for shin_e
Fuji was bored. He was surrounded by white, and with no one to talk to. His younger brother had already left a few hours ago. It was past the visitor time already, and he was supposed to rest. He sighed in frustration and placed the book he was currently reading back into the nightstand beside his bed. He knew he had a weak heart, yet he forced himself to attend his brother’s match. He ended up collapsed there, and was brought into this hospital later.
“Saa… what should I do now?” he said to himself.
He definitely didn’t want to go to sleep yet. He thought for a moment before he slipped out from his bed quietly, planned to get some fresh air to clear his mind. Everything in here was dull. Before he left his room, he took his precious digital camera with him, just in case he found something interesting that caught his attention. He opened the door quietly, as he didn’t want to get caught by the nurses. He looked around before he strolled down to the dark hallway.
He didn’t take a long time to reach the inner garden. He had no problem walking in the dark, not to mention that he already know the hospital by heart. He spent a lot of his time here after all.
He sat on the nearest bench and smiled a little. It was good to feel the cold breeze against his face. His camera was always ready on his hand. His usually closed eyes were opened now, revealed a pair of beautiful azure orbs. He looked around, and was a bit surprised when he spotted someone else beside him there. He smiled and waved at him. The other man was startled. He frowned slightly at him. The patient, who felt the other discomfort, patted the empty seat beside him.
“Konbanwa. Do you mind if you accompany me for awhile?” he asked sweetly.
The stranger stared at him for quite a long time before reluctantly nodded. When he got up, Fuji could tell that he was definitely taller than him. He wore a thin framed glasses and a black leather coat, which was very contrast with his pale skin.
“Visiting someone?”
“Aa.”
“You are not a talkative person, aren’t you? Sorry, I forgot to introduce myself. My name is Fuji Syuusuke. You are?”
“Tezuka Kunimitsu.”
“Sou ka. Nice to meet you, Tezuka-kun.” He was quiet for a moment before he spoke again, ”Ne, can I take your picture?”
Tezuka just nodded in reply.
“Arigatou.”
He held his camera out, but a moment later, he put his camera back.
“What are you actually? A ghost?” blue orbs glinted with amusement.
“It doesn’t matter.”
“Is there something you can’t tell me, Tezuka-kun?”
“It’s really nothing.” Tezuka looked away.
There was an uncomfortable silent between him. Syuusuke stared at him intently, as if waiting to get some answer from the taller man. He leaned forward to him and tucked his sleeve gently.
“I want to know. Tell me.” He whispered to his ear.
“I can’t.” Tezuka shifted uncomfortably, “I must go. Nice to meet you too, Fuji-san.”
“Wait. Don’t you think it’s rude to leave me hanging like this? What if it worsened my condition? You’ll have to take the responsibility Tezuka.”
“It doesn’t matter. You’ll die next week, so why bother with it? Just tell him what he wants to know Buchou.”
“Echizen!” Tezuka glared at the boy who just showed up from no where.
“Aa…sou ka. So you guys are shinigami. Am I right?”
“Yes. We are supposed to watch you until it’s time for us to pick you up. But since you can see us, it’s getting a bit complicated.” The golden-eyes boy explained.
“Echizen, I’m warning you.” Tezuka gave him a stern look, which shut the younger shinigami promptly.
“If that’s the problem, can I ask you a favor Tezuka-kun?”
“No. It is against our rules.”
“Maa…you are cruel. It’s not my fault that I can see you. Isn’t that right Echizen-kun?”
“He’s right Buchou. You helped that girl last time, why not do the same to him? He is a lot cuter that her anyway.”
“No. Atobe won’t afree with this.”
“Monkey King won’t know. I won’t tell him.”
“No is a no.”
“Tezuka-san, is that final?” Fuji moved even closer to him and put his arm around his shoulder; their face was only an inch away from each other. Fuji smiled mischievously at him before he captured his lips with his. Tezuka Kunimitsu was stunned. He never thought that someone, more importantly a mortal, dared to kiss him like that. He tried to mush him away, but the smaller man used that as an opportunity to deepen the kiss. While they were kissing, never once Fuji broke the eyes contact. He broke the kiss a moment later, and licked his lower lip seductively.
“Ne, I give you my first kiss. Can I receive my payment now?”
“…” Tezuka was speechless.
“Buchou, it’s your lost.” Echizen said that while trying to hide his smirk.
“…Fine. What can I do for you, Fuji-san?”
“I want you to become my lover.”
“I refuse. Anything but that.”
“It’s only for a week Buchou. You won’t see him again after that.”
“It will be troublesome.”
“I’ll try not to be a bother for you. Please?” Fuji gave his puppy eyes.
Tezuka Kunimitsu sighed and rubbed his temple. Why he always caught in a mess like this? He would have to break a few rules if he agreed to be his lover. First of all, the gods of death should’t mess up with human life. Secondly, he mustn’t fell in love with mortals. Well, the second one wasn’t partially true because he held no interest against Fuji Syuusuke. But still, Atobe wouldn’t hear his excuses; he only believes in what he was for himself afterall.
“Tezuka…is that really too much for you?” Fuji asked sadly, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have asked that. Just forget about it okay? I’ll see you in a week…”
The truth is, Fuji was only pretending. He knew very well what to do to make people agree with him. And with Tezuka, it was no different. He got up and acted like he was about to leave when Tezuka suddenly grabbed his hand. He stopped and turned around to face him.
“Yes Tezuka?”
“I’ll do it. But don’t expect too much from me.”
“Really? Thank you so much Tezuka-kun!”
He hugged him and smirked to himself when the taller man wasn’t looking. Echizen, who was unfazed with his act, spotted that smirked and muttered a ‘mada mada da ne’. Tezuka just kept silent and stayed still, didn’t know what to do with his new boyfriend anymore. It seemed like he had been tricked by his Angelique appearance. Fuji took his hand and smiled innocently.
“Let’s go to my room shall we? If everything goes well then I can go home tomorrow” he said cheerfully.
“I see.”
“Then I better off and distract the monkey king. I’ll see you next week Buchou!”
The cat eyed boy waved and disappeared into a portal underneath him. Tezuka twitched. It would be a week full of torture for him.
*****
Fuji woke up the next morning, felt a lot better than yesterday. He was about to straightened his position when he noticed that he wasn’t alone on the bed.
‘That’s right,’ he though ‘I forced him to sleep beside me last night.’
He watched him sleep for a moment before decided to wake him up with a kiss. The other man remained motionless at first, but as soon as a tongue was probing his lips, he opened his eyes immediately and backed away. Fuji smiled cheerfully and greeted him casually.
“Ohayou, Tezuka-kun.”
“…why did you kiss me?” he was still a bit shocked.
“Isn’t that the way you wake your lover?” Fuji teased.
If he didn’t have any self composure, Tezuka would have already started to bang his head to the nearest wall. He gave Fuji a disapproving look, but said nothing. There was no use arguing with him anyway.
“Tezuka-kun? Can you make yourself visible to other people when we are on public? People will think I’m crazy if they see me talking by myself. You wouldn’t want your boyfriend to end up in a mental hospital right?”
‘I’m the one who’ll end up in the mental hospital if you keep this up.’ Tezuka thought to himself. “Fine.”
“Thanks! And can I also call you by your first name?”
“Suit yourself.”
A nurse came to check Syuusuke’s condition, and Fuji smiled at her. Tezuka just moved from the bed, and sat on the empty chair near the window. He watched the nurse cleaned Fuji with the washcloth, and couldn’t help but stared at his delicate body. Fuji seemed to notice that because he looked at his direction and smirked knowingly. The god of death felt his cheek heated a little. He hurriedly looked away, earned him a chuckle from his temporary boyfriend.
“What’s wrong Fuji-san?”
“It’s nothing. I just remembered something about Yuuta.”
“I see” The nursed smiled at him.
“Ne, can I go home today? I miss my cacti.”
“Yes. The doctor said that you can leave this afternoon. He told your sister yesterday. As long as you don’t overdo yourself, you’ll be fine. He will come to check on you after he finished with his other patient.”
Fuji expression lightened up when he heard that. He couldn’t wait to introduce Tezuka to his younger brother. He would like to see Yuuta reaction when he knows that he already got himseld a ‘boyfriend’. At least he was sure that Yumiko would approve.
A week was more than enough for him. He didn’t have any regrets or disappointment that he couldn’t live to reach his twenty. He already knew that he couldn’t live for long; the doctor had already predicted that since the first time he collapsed. Maybe his only concern was Yuuta. He was a bit protective to his younger brother, and he wanted to make sure that he found the right person.
“Is something wrong?” Tezuka suddenly asked.
“It’s nothing. I’m just thinking about my younger brother. Do you have any siblings Mitsu?”
“I don’t remember my past anymore. It’s been a long time since I passed away.”
“I see. If I die, where will I end up at? Can I still visit my family? I’m a bit worried about my brother, even though I’m sure Yumiko-nee will take a good care of him.”
“I can’t answer the first one, but for the later, you can’t. Only shinigami like us can travel to both worlds.”
“Then, can you visit him for me sometimes? Just to make sure that he’s okay.”
“I’ll try.”
“Arigatou.” Fuji gave him an honest smile; and he must admit that it was the most beautiful smile he has ever seen in his life.
*****
Tezuka showed up later in the Fuji household, pretending to be his boyfriend like he was told to. Fuji greeted him with a smile and introduced him to the rest of his family. He felt a bit awkward there, especially since Yuuta kept giving him a suspicious look.
“Yuuta, you make Mitsu uncomfortable if you keep staring at him like that.”
“A, gomen! But… are you really Aniki’s boyfriend?” Yuuta blurted out.
“…yes.” Tezuka answered hesitantly.
“Yuuta. It’s rude to ask something like that.” Yumiko scolded him lightly.”Syuu, why don’t you bring him to your room? I’ll call you when dinner is ready. Don’t overdo yourself okay? You just had been released from the hospital.”
“Okay nee-san.”
Tezuka nodded politely at Yumiko before he followed Syuusuke upstairs. When he entered the room, the first thing he noticed was portraits. There were a lot of them in his room. Fuji flopped himself to the bed and lay sprawled across of it. Tezuka raised an eyebrow at that.
”Sorry. I’m a bit tired. Care to join me Mitsu?” he asked innocently.
“No. I’m quite comfortable as it is.” He replied coldly.
“Aw…you’re no fun at all.” Fuji faked a pout.
“You heard what your nee-san said. Don’t overdo yourself.”
“What good will it does? I will still die next week.”
Tezuka chose wisely not to answer that question. He remained silent and went to sit on the bed beside him. He didn’t know what had hit him when he leaned down and kissed his forehead gently. Fuji opened his eyes and gave him a confused look. Tezuka just shrugged and ignored it.
“Are you afraid?”
“No. I’m not afraid to die if that what you asked.”
“Any regrets then?”
“No. I’m fine Mitsu. You shouldn’t worry about me too much or you’ll end up falling for me for real. I don’t want to cause more trouble for you.”
“Fuji… I-“
“Buchou, bad news!” Ryoma shouted and appeared before him.
“What it is Echizen?”
“Keigo knows about this. He is going to replace you with someone else!”
Tezuka could feel that a headache was forming. He let out a deep sigh before got up. This was getting messier than he thought. And there was something else that was bothering his mind. He was getting attracted to Fuji Syuusuke, whether he likes it or not. The more he spends time with him, the more he wants to know about him. He never planned it this way. He shouldn’t have listened to Echizen at all. It’s not good. It was only the first day, but he had already felt something for him.
Fuji shifted from his original position and was now sitting on the edge of his bed and looked at his current boyfriend worriedly.
“Is something wrong?”
“It’s okay. I’ll talk to him now. Echizen, you wait here with Syuusuke. I won’t take long.”
“Get into the first name basis already?” Echizen teased.
“Shut up Echizen.” He said before he entered the portal that he created before.
“Wow, that’s the first time Buchou say something rude like that. It’s mean he really like you Fuji-san.” Echizen continued while smirking.
“Maa ne.” he replied with a smile.
*****
Tezuka appeared in front of Atobe’s office and went in straight away without bothering to knock.
“Atobe, we need to talk.”
“Tezuka, that’s not the polite way to greet Ore-sama.” Atobe glared at him.
“I apologize. But this is important. It is regarding my case. I heard from Echizen that you are going to replace me with someone else. I want to tell you that I refuse to do that.”
“You had forgotten your place Tezuka.”
“Atobe. I’m serious. I already told you from the beginning. You can’t order me around.”
“You know very well that you mustn’t fall in love with human.”
“I don’t. I just pity him. That’s why I agree to help him.”
“You’re stubborn. I’m doing this for your own sake.”
“Don’t interfere Atobe, I’m warning you.”
“As your wish. But don’t come and beg for my help later.”
“I won’t. Good day Atobe.”
With those last words, he left the room. Atobe just sighed and put the file folder back to its case. There was no use to try to change Tezuka’s mind once he had decided by himself.
“I presume he didn’t take it well?”
A blue haired man entered the room casually, hands in his pockets. Atobe looked up from his desk and gave him his infamous death glare. The taller man just smirked in reply and handed him a report.
“It would be useful later. It’s the file about Fuji Syuusuke.”
“Throw it away. Ore-sama won’t help that ungrateful bastard. He dared to threaten Ore-sama.”
“Are you sure?” he asked smoothly “What will your beloved ‘kitten’ say when he knows that you won’t help his Buchou?”
“Yuushi, that brat has nothing to do with this. Why don’t you mind your own personal business? You have been slacking off since you got your new partner. Ore-sama isn’t pleased with that,” Atobe replied coldly.
Oshitari Yuushi winced at that. He then took the file back and put it on his briefcase.
“If you change your mind, you know where to find me. Later Atobe.”
“I won’t.” he said stubbornly.
Yuushi just shrugged and waved at him. He knew that sooner or later Atobe would change his mind. Tezuka Kunimitsu was one of a few people who can earn his trust afterall.
*****
When Tezuka returned, he found that Fuji was busying himself in front of his computer while Echizen was no where to be found. Fuji, who sensed his presence, turned around and greeted him with a smile.
“Is everything okay?”
“Aa. Where is Echizen?”
“He said he wants to check on something and left.”
“Next time he does something like that; tell him that he will be punished.”
“What kind of punishment?” Fuji started to tease him again.
“Fuji, don’t start.” Tezuka warned him.
“Maa… I’m just curious. You two seem to know each other very well.”
“He needs someone to restraint him, and apparently Atobe chose me.”
“Sou ka.”
“Syuusuke, dinner is ready!” his sister shouted from downstairs.
“Coming nee-san!” Fuji replied. “Let’s go, better not make her wait.”
Tezuka followed him in silence. His mind was wondering somewhere else until he didn’t notice that Echizen was walking beside him.
“Buchou. I’ve tried to talk to him again, but he said he won’t help you no matter what.”
“It’s fine. I can manage it by myself.”
“No! It’s too dangerous! Last time you almost got expelled when they found out that you prolong her life. If it’s not for Keigo, then you’ll be thrown into the nothingness.”
“Don’t worry about it. I know what I’m doing.”
“…I’ll see you later then.” He said before he left again.
The dinnes went well and he managed to answer all the questions that were asked toward him politely. He learnt from the conversation that Fuji was really protective to his brother and had taken a liking in photography. Tezuka must agree that he had a talent at that subject. He had seen all the pictures he took in his room. They were amazing.
Yumiko then asked him to spend a night there, but he declined the offer. He was more comfortable when he could only been seen by Fuji only. He took his leave after dinner, and later he showed up again in Fuji’s room. He took off his coat and sat on the edge of the bed. Six more days before he end Fuji’s life. Could he bring himself to do that? He would end up in the nothingness if he failed at his job; Atobe had already mentioned it to him.
Another dark figure appeared before him. It wasn’t Echizen like he first thought; instead it was his ex-partner, Sanada Genichirou. Tezuka raised an eyebrow; he hasn’t visited him for quite a long time. They were busy with their own work after all.
“Tezuka, it’s been a long time.”
“Indeed it was. How are you doing?”
“I’m fine.”
“And Yukimura?”
“He’s fine also. I visited him last week.”
“It’s good to hear that. What bring you here?”
“I prefer we go to somewhere else. It’s not comfortable here” he glanced at the door side.
Tezuka followed his eyes and found that Fuji was leaning on the entrance; a cold smile was plastered on his face.
“Don’t mind me. You guys can continue talking.”
Sanada glared at him. Tezuka sighed, and decided to stop both of them before they start verbal war. He looked at Fuji and shook his head as a warning.
“Fuji…we’ll be going for a while. You don’t have to wait for me if you’re tired.”
Fuji faked a pout and continued glaring at Sanada.
“So you dump me for him? I’m hurt Mitsu.”
“Fu-“he was interrupted by Sanada.
“We don’t want a mortal like you to overhear our conversation. It’s not of your concern.”
“Oh really? In case you don’t know, he is my boyfriend.”
“Only temporary.” He spatted venomously.
“Oh really? Wanna bet on it?” his eyes opened dangerously.
“ENOUGH YOU TWO!!” Tezuka snapped at last.
Both of them shut up instantly. Tezuka massaged his temple again, felt another headache coming. He was silent for a moment before he started to speak again. Sanada was about to say something again, but immediately stop when he received a glare from his friend.
“Fuji, don’t be childish. I won’t go for long. And Genichirou, he is right. I’m his boyfriend right now, so I want you to respect him as I respect Yukimura. Is that clear?”
“Yes ma’am.” Fuji replied, received a dirty look from the other shinigami.
“Genichirou, don’t start.”
“Fine. Let’s go.”
“Fuji, don’t sulk. I’ll be back before midnight.” Tezuka said before he left with Sanada.
They decided to go to a nearby coffee shop after they took their human form. They chose a table in the corner and order black coffee for both of them. Sanada took down his hood, the thing he always do when he was in his serious mood.
“Tezuka, are you serious with him?”
“Why do you ask?”
“Don’t reapeat my mistake Tezuka. Yukimura is suffering a lot because of me.”
“I won’t I do this out of pity. Nothing more attached.”
“I said that too remember? And look what I’ve done to him. He had to stay in the darkness forever because he asked them to take my punishment.”
“Genichirou…”
“Tezuka, I advice you as a friend, leave this job. I’ll switch with you.”
“I can’t. I never break my promise. You know that as well”
“At least promise me something then. Don’t fall for him. Can you do that?”
“… I can’t” he looked away.
“Why? You said it was just out of pity. Why can’t you do it?”
“Let’s just end this conversation shall we?”
“You’re an idiot.” Sanada replied harshly.
“Maybe I am. But I could say the same for you.”
Tezuka calmly sipped his coffee and looked at Sanada again. He smiled a bit and stood.
“I’ll be fine Genichirou. Don’t worry about me. Give my regards to Yukimura.”
“I just hope you won’t meet the same fate. I’ll see you around.”
Tezuka nodded and left after he put some money on the table. Sanada sighed and stared at the empty seat in front of him. It was no use. Tezuka wouldn’t listen to him. He also noticed that his friend had a feeling for that mortal, even though he hadn’t realized it yet. His gaze would soften a bit when he talks with him; just like he does when he is with Seichii. He finished his drink and left as well.
*****
Tezuka took Fuji out almost everyday by his lover requests. He dragged him to the amusement park, to the tennis court, to the movie, and everywhere else he felt like going. Tezuka just complied without any words. He would always walk beside him and shaded him from the sun. Fuji would sometimes protest about it, telling him that he wasn’t that fragile, but Tezuka would just shrugged it off and pretended that he didn’t hear that,
Today they just went to a small park near Fuji’s house because Fuji told him that he wasn’t in the mood to go to a crowded place that day. It was a bit cold, and Tezuka was about to tell him to stay at home when he gave him his infamous puppy eyes that made him gave up and agreed.
“Mitsu, smile!”
When he turned around, a soft ‘click’ was heard. He just sighed and shook his head. Ever since he took a human form, Syuusuke had been taking his pictures a lot.
“Mitsu, why won’t you smile for me?” Fuji pouted
“I just can’t” he replied softly.
“Liar! I saw you smile yesterday.”
“It was different.”
“Fine. Be that way Mitsu. There is only one day left and I still haven’t got your smilling picture.” Fuji sulked
Tezuka sighed. He couldn’t say no to him if he was acting like that.
“Just this once then. And make it quick. I’m not comfortable.”
“Thank you. Now look this way and smile.” Fuji ordered him cheerfully.
Tezuka complied and managed to give him a small smile. Fuji chuckled at that.
“Relax, the camera won’t eat you. I won’t either. Now give me your best smile Mitsu. I want to remember your smile even after I die. You are beautiful when you are smiling.”
The stoic man gaze softened at that and he smiled gently at the camera. Syuusuke was smiling too. He took a few more shoots before he put his camera back into his pocket. He then leaned forward and gave his lover a peck on his cheek. Tezuka threw him a confused look, before patted his head.
“Satisfied?” he asked.
“Hai.”
“Good. Let’s go home. It’s getting colder.”
“Wait. Just a little bit longer…”Fuji held his hand,” It wick be nice if we could stay like this forever. I really like you…”
“Syuusuke…”
Tezuka didn’t say anything else; instead he leaned down and kissed him on the lips. He knew he was wrong by doing that, but he couldn’t deny it anymore. He was in love with Fuji Syuusuke. His kiss was gentle, but it was full of passion. He broke the kiss afterward and looked right through the pools of azure.
“Tezuka… do you really meant it?” he asked softly.
“Yes…” he said as he kissed his temple.
“But then… I’ll get you into trouble Mitsu.”
“You won’t”
“But-“
The shinigami cut him off by putting a finger on his lips. He shook his head and gave him a silent glare as if to warn him not to continue the conversation any further. Fuji stared at him for a moment before nodded silently.
“Shall we go?” Tezuka stood and offered his hand to him.
Fuji took his hand and squeezed it lightly, just to let him know that he feels the same way toward him. It was love at the first sight for him after all. When he saw him that night, he just knew that he was special. He was instantly attracted to him. That’s why he asked him to be his boyfriend. Even though he only knows him for nearly a week, Tezuka could see right through his smiling façade that he always put to create distant with people. He smiled softly and leaned to his boyfriend.
“I love you Mitsu. I’m glad I meet you.”
“I hate to say this but I need to borrow buchou for awhile.”
Echizen suddenly showed up in front of them. Fuji opened his eyes immediately. Echizen looked so serious. Tezuka glanced at them both before he closed in eyes in distress.
“It’s Atobe, isn’t it?”
“Yes”
“Syuusuke, do you mind if you go home with Echizen?”
“Not at all. I’ll see you later then.” Fuji replied.
“Echizen, don’t leave him before I return.”
“Uisu.”
Tezuka disappeared after that, leaving the two of them alone. Fuji turned at Echizen and smiled. They didn’t speak to each other until they reached Fuji’s home. Fuji opened the door and went in, with Echizen followed behind. Once inside, he told him to go upstairs first while he takes some drink for him. He returned to his room a moment later, a can of Ponta was on his hand.
“I heard from Mitsu that you like Ponta.” he said as he tossed it to him.
“Arigatou.”
He opened the can and took a sip from it. Fuji chose to sit beside him and Echizen looked up at him.
“Yes?”
“Ne, is Mitsu gonna be alright?”
“I don’t know. Buchou could be stubborn if he wants to.”
“Tomorrow…can I ask you a favor?”
“What is it?”
“If something goes wrong, take over Mitsu’s place.”
“I can’t. I’m not allowed to do that yet. Only captains can do that.”
“Then tell Atobe to replace him with someone else. Tell him that Mitsu had agreed.”
“Buchou will kill me for sure.”
“I’ll take the responsibility. Do it Echizen.” Fuji opened his eyes.
“Fine. If he sends me to hell, then I’ll find you and maim you personally.”
“I’ll look forward to it.”
Echizen pouted, and Fuji couldn’t help but to ruffled his hair playfully.
“Watch him for me okay? He tends to overwork himself.”
“I can take care of myself just fine Syuusuke.” A voice cut in.
“Mitsu, you’re back!” Fuji greeted him innocently.
“Echizen, you can go now.”
“Okay. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Echizen, don’t forget about our promise. Or else.” He smirked devilishly,
“Che, sadistic bastard.” He muttered under his breath before disappeared.
Tezuka eyed Fuji accusingly. He then sat beside him and frowned. Atobe was being a pain in the ass again. He still insisted to remove him from this case. He knew he couldn’t get away from the punishment this time, but he didn’t need someone like Atobe to rub it on his face.
“Mitsu…stop frowning… You’ll get wrinkled.” Fuji poked his cheek.
Whe he didn’t get any reaction, he started to trail his hand across his sensitive parts. Tezuka twitched and caught his hand. Fuji just smiled at him and kissed his nose by surprise.
“Syuu-“he never finished his sentence because Syuusuke started to shower him with small kisses as well.
He never noticed when Syuusuke moved into his laps and that he managed to free his hand from his grip. He was trying so hard to control himself. He didn’t want to do something that he might regret later. And he was afraid that he’s going to hurt him. But Fuji seemed to not notice that. His movement became bolder and bolder. He was trying to undo his shirt when he managed to stop him.
“Syuu, stop. We shouldn’t do this.”
“I want it Mitsu. Do it with me…”
“But your body…” he tried to be reasonable.
“It doesn’t matter. I want you to remember me, Mitsu. Am I asking too much?”
“I could never forget you Syuusuke. No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart.”
He didn’t care about logic and rules anymore. All he wanted now is to make Syuusuke happy. He said that as he circled his arm around his waist and was about to pull Syuusuke into another kiss, but Syuusuke stopped him.
“Syuu?”
“Your glasses. They are on the way.” Fuji said teasingly as he removed it and placed it on the table near his bed.
Tezuka wasted no time at all. Once Fuji secured his glasses, he pushed him to the bed and started to straddle him. He let out a groan and kissed his lover throughfully.
“I won’t let you forget you either Syuusuke…” he whispered.
*****
The next morning, Fuji woke up with a content smile on his face. He snuggled closer to the warm body next to him and purred. The person next to him shifted a bit and pulled him into his embrace.
“Ohayou. Did you sleep well?” he asked
“Un. The day has finally come. Last week is just like a dream. Thank you for everything Mitsu.”
Tezuka didn’t say anything, but he planted a soft kiss on his forehead.
“Mitsu, it’s about time… we should get ready”
“I don’t want to let you go… You deserved to be happy.”
“I am happy Mitsu. And it’s all thanked to you. This week is more than enough for me. Don’t do something reckless for me. I’ll be very upset if you get punished.”
“…”
Tezuka didn’t say anything else and got up from the bed. Fuji sighed and he got up as well. He went to the bathroom to take a shower. He got a feeling that Tezuka was angry with him. But it was for the best…Suddenly he felt that his chest was a bit hurt. The clock is ticking… only a few more hours before he die.
He merged from the bathroom later, and found that Tezuka was already dressed and was waiting for him. Sanada and Echizen were there as well. Tezuka sent him a death glare and motion him to sit. Fuji nodded silently. His pain has worsened, but he tried not to show it to Mitsu.
“Syuusuke, what’s the meaning of this?”
“I don’t understand what you are talking about.”
“What did you say to Echizen last night?”
“Nothing.” He lied.
“Syuu…tell me the truth…”
“I know you can’t bring yourself to do it Mitsu. You’re far too kind for your own good. You will take all the responsibility by yourself. I can read you like an open book now Mitsu. It’s not like I don’t understand your kindness, but what’s the point if we’re not together? You think I’ll be happy if I know that you’re suffering because of me?”
“But Syuu…”
“Enough. Don’t argue with me… This is what I want… Now leave. ” Syuusuke said.
Every word was painful for him. He didn’t want to hurt Mitsu. But he has to do it. Only he can change the stubborn man’s decision. He managed to hold his tears back and kiss Tezuka for one last time.
“I love you Tezuka… Take care of yourself okay?”
“Syuusuke… I will. And I won’t forget you…” he whispered.
“It’s about time. You better leave Tezuka. Echizen, go with him.” Sanada opened a portal and before Tezuka could say something, he was pushed to the portal by him. He doesn’t need to see this… He doesn’t need to experience the same pain with him.
When they were gone, he took Fuji gently into his embrace and whispering comforting words to him.
“He’ll be okay. I’ll watch him for you. You don’t need to worry about him anymore.”
Syuusuke just smiled before he closed his eyes. A tear fell down to his cheek.
*****
A month has passed, and Tezuka was locking himself in his room since that day. Echizen has started to worry about him. It’s true that shinigami can’t die again. Still… if this keeps up, the elder will get angry and there is a change that they will removed him from the captain position. Not to mention that they will punish him for ignoring his duty. Echizen and Sanada tried to cover his work for him, but it’s just only a matter of time before the elder notice.
“Buchou… Atobe wants to speak with you. It’s important.”
No answer.
“Buchou…say something. Fuji would be upset if he knows about this.”
“He won’t know. Leave.”
Echizen was about to try again when Atobe stopped him. There was someone behind him, and his eyes widened in surprise when he saw him completely. He was about to say something when the mysterious man put a finger on his lips. Echizen understood and nodded.
“Tezuka, Ore-sama decided that Echizen won’t be your partner anymore. You’ll get a new one though”
“I don’t care.”
“Really?” the other man asked teasingly.
Tezuka jerked in surprise when he heard that voice. He couldn’t be wrong. It was his voice. But Syuusuke couldn’t be here right? The curiosity gets better on him and he went to open the door.
“Syuusuke?”
There he was, standing right before him, smiling as usual. Tezuka was stunned for a moment before he gave a questioning look to Atobe. Keigo just smirked and pushed Fuji toward him.
“He’ll be your partner from now on. He got qualify for this job. You should thank Ore-sama for this. You should explain the basic thing to him first. Newbie is your specialist, am I right?”
“Aa.” Tezuka smiled at both of them, before he returned his attention to the beautiful shinigami in front of him.
“Mitsu, yoroshiku onegaishimasu~” He bowed before practically pounced on him.
The said main could only shook his head in amusement before he wrapped his arm around the slender man.
“Come in, I’ll tell you about the rules first.”
He lead the other man to his room and closed the door behind him.
Pairing : Tezuka x Fuji, a slight of AtobexRyoma, SanadaxYukimura, Dirty Pair
Author : Mikagami Tokiya
Rating : T
Warning : Grammar, Yaoi, AU
Disclaimer : Not mine to begin with
Notes : i wrote this quite a long time ago for shin_e
Fuji was bored. He was surrounded by white, and with no one to talk to. His younger brother had already left a few hours ago. It was past the visitor time already, and he was supposed to rest. He sighed in frustration and placed the book he was currently reading back into the nightstand beside his bed. He knew he had a weak heart, yet he forced himself to attend his brother’s match. He ended up collapsed there, and was brought into this hospital later.
“Saa… what should I do now?” he said to himself.
He definitely didn’t want to go to sleep yet. He thought for a moment before he slipped out from his bed quietly, planned to get some fresh air to clear his mind. Everything in here was dull. Before he left his room, he took his precious digital camera with him, just in case he found something interesting that caught his attention. He opened the door quietly, as he didn’t want to get caught by the nurses. He looked around before he strolled down to the dark hallway.
He didn’t take a long time to reach the inner garden. He had no problem walking in the dark, not to mention that he already know the hospital by heart. He spent a lot of his time here after all.
He sat on the nearest bench and smiled a little. It was good to feel the cold breeze against his face. His camera was always ready on his hand. His usually closed eyes were opened now, revealed a pair of beautiful azure orbs. He looked around, and was a bit surprised when he spotted someone else beside him there. He smiled and waved at him. The other man was startled. He frowned slightly at him. The patient, who felt the other discomfort, patted the empty seat beside him.
“Konbanwa. Do you mind if you accompany me for awhile?” he asked sweetly.
The stranger stared at him for quite a long time before reluctantly nodded. When he got up, Fuji could tell that he was definitely taller than him. He wore a thin framed glasses and a black leather coat, which was very contrast with his pale skin.
“Visiting someone?”
“Aa.”
“You are not a talkative person, aren’t you? Sorry, I forgot to introduce myself. My name is Fuji Syuusuke. You are?”
“Tezuka Kunimitsu.”
“Sou ka. Nice to meet you, Tezuka-kun.” He was quiet for a moment before he spoke again, ”Ne, can I take your picture?”
Tezuka just nodded in reply.
“Arigatou.”
He held his camera out, but a moment later, he put his camera back.
“What are you actually? A ghost?” blue orbs glinted with amusement.
“It doesn’t matter.”
“Is there something you can’t tell me, Tezuka-kun?”
“It’s really nothing.” Tezuka looked away.
There was an uncomfortable silent between him. Syuusuke stared at him intently, as if waiting to get some answer from the taller man. He leaned forward to him and tucked his sleeve gently.
“I want to know. Tell me.” He whispered to his ear.
“I can’t.” Tezuka shifted uncomfortably, “I must go. Nice to meet you too, Fuji-san.”
“Wait. Don’t you think it’s rude to leave me hanging like this? What if it worsened my condition? You’ll have to take the responsibility Tezuka.”
“It doesn’t matter. You’ll die next week, so why bother with it? Just tell him what he wants to know Buchou.”
“Echizen!” Tezuka glared at the boy who just showed up from no where.
“Aa…sou ka. So you guys are shinigami. Am I right?”
“Yes. We are supposed to watch you until it’s time for us to pick you up. But since you can see us, it’s getting a bit complicated.” The golden-eyes boy explained.
“Echizen, I’m warning you.” Tezuka gave him a stern look, which shut the younger shinigami promptly.
“If that’s the problem, can I ask you a favor Tezuka-kun?”
“No. It is against our rules.”
“Maa…you are cruel. It’s not my fault that I can see you. Isn’t that right Echizen-kun?”
“He’s right Buchou. You helped that girl last time, why not do the same to him? He is a lot cuter that her anyway.”
“No. Atobe won’t afree with this.”
“Monkey King won’t know. I won’t tell him.”
“No is a no.”
“Tezuka-san, is that final?” Fuji moved even closer to him and put his arm around his shoulder; their face was only an inch away from each other. Fuji smiled mischievously at him before he captured his lips with his. Tezuka Kunimitsu was stunned. He never thought that someone, more importantly a mortal, dared to kiss him like that. He tried to mush him away, but the smaller man used that as an opportunity to deepen the kiss. While they were kissing, never once Fuji broke the eyes contact. He broke the kiss a moment later, and licked his lower lip seductively.
“Ne, I give you my first kiss. Can I receive my payment now?”
“…” Tezuka was speechless.
“Buchou, it’s your lost.” Echizen said that while trying to hide his smirk.
“…Fine. What can I do for you, Fuji-san?”
“I want you to become my lover.”
“I refuse. Anything but that.”
“It’s only for a week Buchou. You won’t see him again after that.”
“It will be troublesome.”
“I’ll try not to be a bother for you. Please?” Fuji gave his puppy eyes.
Tezuka Kunimitsu sighed and rubbed his temple. Why he always caught in a mess like this? He would have to break a few rules if he agreed to be his lover. First of all, the gods of death should’t mess up with human life. Secondly, he mustn’t fell in love with mortals. Well, the second one wasn’t partially true because he held no interest against Fuji Syuusuke. But still, Atobe wouldn’t hear his excuses; he only believes in what he was for himself afterall.
“Tezuka…is that really too much for you?” Fuji asked sadly, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have asked that. Just forget about it okay? I’ll see you in a week…”
The truth is, Fuji was only pretending. He knew very well what to do to make people agree with him. And with Tezuka, it was no different. He got up and acted like he was about to leave when Tezuka suddenly grabbed his hand. He stopped and turned around to face him.
“Yes Tezuka?”
“I’ll do it. But don’t expect too much from me.”
“Really? Thank you so much Tezuka-kun!”
He hugged him and smirked to himself when the taller man wasn’t looking. Echizen, who was unfazed with his act, spotted that smirked and muttered a ‘mada mada da ne’. Tezuka just kept silent and stayed still, didn’t know what to do with his new boyfriend anymore. It seemed like he had been tricked by his Angelique appearance. Fuji took his hand and smiled innocently.
“Let’s go to my room shall we? If everything goes well then I can go home tomorrow” he said cheerfully.
“I see.”
“Then I better off and distract the monkey king. I’ll see you next week Buchou!”
The cat eyed boy waved and disappeared into a portal underneath him. Tezuka twitched. It would be a week full of torture for him.
*****
Fuji woke up the next morning, felt a lot better than yesterday. He was about to straightened his position when he noticed that he wasn’t alone on the bed.
‘That’s right,’ he though ‘I forced him to sleep beside me last night.’
He watched him sleep for a moment before decided to wake him up with a kiss. The other man remained motionless at first, but as soon as a tongue was probing his lips, he opened his eyes immediately and backed away. Fuji smiled cheerfully and greeted him casually.
“Ohayou, Tezuka-kun.”
“…why did you kiss me?” he was still a bit shocked.
“Isn’t that the way you wake your lover?” Fuji teased.
If he didn’t have any self composure, Tezuka would have already started to bang his head to the nearest wall. He gave Fuji a disapproving look, but said nothing. There was no use arguing with him anyway.
“Tezuka-kun? Can you make yourself visible to other people when we are on public? People will think I’m crazy if they see me talking by myself. You wouldn’t want your boyfriend to end up in a mental hospital right?”
‘I’m the one who’ll end up in the mental hospital if you keep this up.’ Tezuka thought to himself. “Fine.”
“Thanks! And can I also call you by your first name?”
“Suit yourself.”
A nurse came to check Syuusuke’s condition, and Fuji smiled at her. Tezuka just moved from the bed, and sat on the empty chair near the window. He watched the nurse cleaned Fuji with the washcloth, and couldn’t help but stared at his delicate body. Fuji seemed to notice that because he looked at his direction and smirked knowingly. The god of death felt his cheek heated a little. He hurriedly looked away, earned him a chuckle from his temporary boyfriend.
“What’s wrong Fuji-san?”
“It’s nothing. I just remembered something about Yuuta.”
“I see” The nursed smiled at him.
“Ne, can I go home today? I miss my cacti.”
“Yes. The doctor said that you can leave this afternoon. He told your sister yesterday. As long as you don’t overdo yourself, you’ll be fine. He will come to check on you after he finished with his other patient.”
Fuji expression lightened up when he heard that. He couldn’t wait to introduce Tezuka to his younger brother. He would like to see Yuuta reaction when he knows that he already got himseld a ‘boyfriend’. At least he was sure that Yumiko would approve.
A week was more than enough for him. He didn’t have any regrets or disappointment that he couldn’t live to reach his twenty. He already knew that he couldn’t live for long; the doctor had already predicted that since the first time he collapsed. Maybe his only concern was Yuuta. He was a bit protective to his younger brother, and he wanted to make sure that he found the right person.
“Is something wrong?” Tezuka suddenly asked.
“It’s nothing. I’m just thinking about my younger brother. Do you have any siblings Mitsu?”
“I don’t remember my past anymore. It’s been a long time since I passed away.”
“I see. If I die, where will I end up at? Can I still visit my family? I’m a bit worried about my brother, even though I’m sure Yumiko-nee will take a good care of him.”
“I can’t answer the first one, but for the later, you can’t. Only shinigami like us can travel to both worlds.”
“Then, can you visit him for me sometimes? Just to make sure that he’s okay.”
“I’ll try.”
“Arigatou.” Fuji gave him an honest smile; and he must admit that it was the most beautiful smile he has ever seen in his life.
*****
Tezuka showed up later in the Fuji household, pretending to be his boyfriend like he was told to. Fuji greeted him with a smile and introduced him to the rest of his family. He felt a bit awkward there, especially since Yuuta kept giving him a suspicious look.
“Yuuta, you make Mitsu uncomfortable if you keep staring at him like that.”
“A, gomen! But… are you really Aniki’s boyfriend?” Yuuta blurted out.
“…yes.” Tezuka answered hesitantly.
“Yuuta. It’s rude to ask something like that.” Yumiko scolded him lightly.”Syuu, why don’t you bring him to your room? I’ll call you when dinner is ready. Don’t overdo yourself okay? You just had been released from the hospital.”
“Okay nee-san.”
Tezuka nodded politely at Yumiko before he followed Syuusuke upstairs. When he entered the room, the first thing he noticed was portraits. There were a lot of them in his room. Fuji flopped himself to the bed and lay sprawled across of it. Tezuka raised an eyebrow at that.
”Sorry. I’m a bit tired. Care to join me Mitsu?” he asked innocently.
“No. I’m quite comfortable as it is.” He replied coldly.
“Aw…you’re no fun at all.” Fuji faked a pout.
“You heard what your nee-san said. Don’t overdo yourself.”
“What good will it does? I will still die next week.”
Tezuka chose wisely not to answer that question. He remained silent and went to sit on the bed beside him. He didn’t know what had hit him when he leaned down and kissed his forehead gently. Fuji opened his eyes and gave him a confused look. Tezuka just shrugged and ignored it.
“Are you afraid?”
“No. I’m not afraid to die if that what you asked.”
“Any regrets then?”
“No. I’m fine Mitsu. You shouldn’t worry about me too much or you’ll end up falling for me for real. I don’t want to cause more trouble for you.”
“Fuji… I-“
“Buchou, bad news!” Ryoma shouted and appeared before him.
“What it is Echizen?”
“Keigo knows about this. He is going to replace you with someone else!”
Tezuka could feel that a headache was forming. He let out a deep sigh before got up. This was getting messier than he thought. And there was something else that was bothering his mind. He was getting attracted to Fuji Syuusuke, whether he likes it or not. The more he spends time with him, the more he wants to know about him. He never planned it this way. He shouldn’t have listened to Echizen at all. It’s not good. It was only the first day, but he had already felt something for him.
Fuji shifted from his original position and was now sitting on the edge of his bed and looked at his current boyfriend worriedly.
“Is something wrong?”
“It’s okay. I’ll talk to him now. Echizen, you wait here with Syuusuke. I won’t take long.”
“Get into the first name basis already?” Echizen teased.
“Shut up Echizen.” He said before he entered the portal that he created before.
“Wow, that’s the first time Buchou say something rude like that. It’s mean he really like you Fuji-san.” Echizen continued while smirking.
“Maa ne.” he replied with a smile.
*****
Tezuka appeared in front of Atobe’s office and went in straight away without bothering to knock.
“Atobe, we need to talk.”
“Tezuka, that’s not the polite way to greet Ore-sama.” Atobe glared at him.
“I apologize. But this is important. It is regarding my case. I heard from Echizen that you are going to replace me with someone else. I want to tell you that I refuse to do that.”
“You had forgotten your place Tezuka.”
“Atobe. I’m serious. I already told you from the beginning. You can’t order me around.”
“You know very well that you mustn’t fall in love with human.”
“I don’t. I just pity him. That’s why I agree to help him.”
“You’re stubborn. I’m doing this for your own sake.”
“Don’t interfere Atobe, I’m warning you.”
“As your wish. But don’t come and beg for my help later.”
“I won’t. Good day Atobe.”
With those last words, he left the room. Atobe just sighed and put the file folder back to its case. There was no use to try to change Tezuka’s mind once he had decided by himself.
“I presume he didn’t take it well?”
A blue haired man entered the room casually, hands in his pockets. Atobe looked up from his desk and gave him his infamous death glare. The taller man just smirked in reply and handed him a report.
“It would be useful later. It’s the file about Fuji Syuusuke.”
“Throw it away. Ore-sama won’t help that ungrateful bastard. He dared to threaten Ore-sama.”
“Are you sure?” he asked smoothly “What will your beloved ‘kitten’ say when he knows that you won’t help his Buchou?”
“Yuushi, that brat has nothing to do with this. Why don’t you mind your own personal business? You have been slacking off since you got your new partner. Ore-sama isn’t pleased with that,” Atobe replied coldly.
Oshitari Yuushi winced at that. He then took the file back and put it on his briefcase.
“If you change your mind, you know where to find me. Later Atobe.”
“I won’t.” he said stubbornly.
Yuushi just shrugged and waved at him. He knew that sooner or later Atobe would change his mind. Tezuka Kunimitsu was one of a few people who can earn his trust afterall.
*****
When Tezuka returned, he found that Fuji was busying himself in front of his computer while Echizen was no where to be found. Fuji, who sensed his presence, turned around and greeted him with a smile.
“Is everything okay?”
“Aa. Where is Echizen?”
“He said he wants to check on something and left.”
“Next time he does something like that; tell him that he will be punished.”
“What kind of punishment?” Fuji started to tease him again.
“Fuji, don’t start.” Tezuka warned him.
“Maa… I’m just curious. You two seem to know each other very well.”
“He needs someone to restraint him, and apparently Atobe chose me.”
“Sou ka.”
“Syuusuke, dinner is ready!” his sister shouted from downstairs.
“Coming nee-san!” Fuji replied. “Let’s go, better not make her wait.”
Tezuka followed him in silence. His mind was wondering somewhere else until he didn’t notice that Echizen was walking beside him.
“Buchou. I’ve tried to talk to him again, but he said he won’t help you no matter what.”
“It’s fine. I can manage it by myself.”
“No! It’s too dangerous! Last time you almost got expelled when they found out that you prolong her life. If it’s not for Keigo, then you’ll be thrown into the nothingness.”
“Don’t worry about it. I know what I’m doing.”
“…I’ll see you later then.” He said before he left again.
The dinnes went well and he managed to answer all the questions that were asked toward him politely. He learnt from the conversation that Fuji was really protective to his brother and had taken a liking in photography. Tezuka must agree that he had a talent at that subject. He had seen all the pictures he took in his room. They were amazing.
Yumiko then asked him to spend a night there, but he declined the offer. He was more comfortable when he could only been seen by Fuji only. He took his leave after dinner, and later he showed up again in Fuji’s room. He took off his coat and sat on the edge of the bed. Six more days before he end Fuji’s life. Could he bring himself to do that? He would end up in the nothingness if he failed at his job; Atobe had already mentioned it to him.
Another dark figure appeared before him. It wasn’t Echizen like he first thought; instead it was his ex-partner, Sanada Genichirou. Tezuka raised an eyebrow; he hasn’t visited him for quite a long time. They were busy with their own work after all.
“Tezuka, it’s been a long time.”
“Indeed it was. How are you doing?”
“I’m fine.”
“And Yukimura?”
“He’s fine also. I visited him last week.”
“It’s good to hear that. What bring you here?”
“I prefer we go to somewhere else. It’s not comfortable here” he glanced at the door side.
Tezuka followed his eyes and found that Fuji was leaning on the entrance; a cold smile was plastered on his face.
“Don’t mind me. You guys can continue talking.”
Sanada glared at him. Tezuka sighed, and decided to stop both of them before they start verbal war. He looked at Fuji and shook his head as a warning.
“Fuji…we’ll be going for a while. You don’t have to wait for me if you’re tired.”
Fuji faked a pout and continued glaring at Sanada.
“So you dump me for him? I’m hurt Mitsu.”
“Fu-“he was interrupted by Sanada.
“We don’t want a mortal like you to overhear our conversation. It’s not of your concern.”
“Oh really? In case you don’t know, he is my boyfriend.”
“Only temporary.” He spatted venomously.
“Oh really? Wanna bet on it?” his eyes opened dangerously.
“ENOUGH YOU TWO!!” Tezuka snapped at last.
Both of them shut up instantly. Tezuka massaged his temple again, felt another headache coming. He was silent for a moment before he started to speak again. Sanada was about to say something again, but immediately stop when he received a glare from his friend.
“Fuji, don’t be childish. I won’t go for long. And Genichirou, he is right. I’m his boyfriend right now, so I want you to respect him as I respect Yukimura. Is that clear?”
“Yes ma’am.” Fuji replied, received a dirty look from the other shinigami.
“Genichirou, don’t start.”
“Fine. Let’s go.”
“Fuji, don’t sulk. I’ll be back before midnight.” Tezuka said before he left with Sanada.
They decided to go to a nearby coffee shop after they took their human form. They chose a table in the corner and order black coffee for both of them. Sanada took down his hood, the thing he always do when he was in his serious mood.
“Tezuka, are you serious with him?”
“Why do you ask?”
“Don’t reapeat my mistake Tezuka. Yukimura is suffering a lot because of me.”
“I won’t I do this out of pity. Nothing more attached.”
“I said that too remember? And look what I’ve done to him. He had to stay in the darkness forever because he asked them to take my punishment.”
“Genichirou…”
“Tezuka, I advice you as a friend, leave this job. I’ll switch with you.”
“I can’t. I never break my promise. You know that as well”
“At least promise me something then. Don’t fall for him. Can you do that?”
“… I can’t” he looked away.
“Why? You said it was just out of pity. Why can’t you do it?”
“Let’s just end this conversation shall we?”
“You’re an idiot.” Sanada replied harshly.
“Maybe I am. But I could say the same for you.”
Tezuka calmly sipped his coffee and looked at Sanada again. He smiled a bit and stood.
“I’ll be fine Genichirou. Don’t worry about me. Give my regards to Yukimura.”
“I just hope you won’t meet the same fate. I’ll see you around.”
Tezuka nodded and left after he put some money on the table. Sanada sighed and stared at the empty seat in front of him. It was no use. Tezuka wouldn’t listen to him. He also noticed that his friend had a feeling for that mortal, even though he hadn’t realized it yet. His gaze would soften a bit when he talks with him; just like he does when he is with Seichii. He finished his drink and left as well.
*****
Tezuka took Fuji out almost everyday by his lover requests. He dragged him to the amusement park, to the tennis court, to the movie, and everywhere else he felt like going. Tezuka just complied without any words. He would always walk beside him and shaded him from the sun. Fuji would sometimes protest about it, telling him that he wasn’t that fragile, but Tezuka would just shrugged it off and pretended that he didn’t hear that,
Today they just went to a small park near Fuji’s house because Fuji told him that he wasn’t in the mood to go to a crowded place that day. It was a bit cold, and Tezuka was about to tell him to stay at home when he gave him his infamous puppy eyes that made him gave up and agreed.
“Mitsu, smile!”
When he turned around, a soft ‘click’ was heard. He just sighed and shook his head. Ever since he took a human form, Syuusuke had been taking his pictures a lot.
“Mitsu, why won’t you smile for me?” Fuji pouted
“I just can’t” he replied softly.
“Liar! I saw you smile yesterday.”
“It was different.”
“Fine. Be that way Mitsu. There is only one day left and I still haven’t got your smilling picture.” Fuji sulked
Tezuka sighed. He couldn’t say no to him if he was acting like that.
“Just this once then. And make it quick. I’m not comfortable.”
“Thank you. Now look this way and smile.” Fuji ordered him cheerfully.
Tezuka complied and managed to give him a small smile. Fuji chuckled at that.
“Relax, the camera won’t eat you. I won’t either. Now give me your best smile Mitsu. I want to remember your smile even after I die. You are beautiful when you are smiling.”
The stoic man gaze softened at that and he smiled gently at the camera. Syuusuke was smiling too. He took a few more shoots before he put his camera back into his pocket. He then leaned forward and gave his lover a peck on his cheek. Tezuka threw him a confused look, before patted his head.
“Satisfied?” he asked.
“Hai.”
“Good. Let’s go home. It’s getting colder.”
“Wait. Just a little bit longer…”Fuji held his hand,” It wick be nice if we could stay like this forever. I really like you…”
“Syuusuke…”
Tezuka didn’t say anything else; instead he leaned down and kissed him on the lips. He knew he was wrong by doing that, but he couldn’t deny it anymore. He was in love with Fuji Syuusuke. His kiss was gentle, but it was full of passion. He broke the kiss afterward and looked right through the pools of azure.
“Tezuka… do you really meant it?” he asked softly.
“Yes…” he said as he kissed his temple.
“But then… I’ll get you into trouble Mitsu.”
“You won’t”
“But-“
The shinigami cut him off by putting a finger on his lips. He shook his head and gave him a silent glare as if to warn him not to continue the conversation any further. Fuji stared at him for a moment before nodded silently.
“Shall we go?” Tezuka stood and offered his hand to him.
Fuji took his hand and squeezed it lightly, just to let him know that he feels the same way toward him. It was love at the first sight for him after all. When he saw him that night, he just knew that he was special. He was instantly attracted to him. That’s why he asked him to be his boyfriend. Even though he only knows him for nearly a week, Tezuka could see right through his smiling façade that he always put to create distant with people. He smiled softly and leaned to his boyfriend.
“I love you Mitsu. I’m glad I meet you.”
“I hate to say this but I need to borrow buchou for awhile.”
Echizen suddenly showed up in front of them. Fuji opened his eyes immediately. Echizen looked so serious. Tezuka glanced at them both before he closed in eyes in distress.
“It’s Atobe, isn’t it?”
“Yes”
“Syuusuke, do you mind if you go home with Echizen?”
“Not at all. I’ll see you later then.” Fuji replied.
“Echizen, don’t leave him before I return.”
“Uisu.”
Tezuka disappeared after that, leaving the two of them alone. Fuji turned at Echizen and smiled. They didn’t speak to each other until they reached Fuji’s home. Fuji opened the door and went in, with Echizen followed behind. Once inside, he told him to go upstairs first while he takes some drink for him. He returned to his room a moment later, a can of Ponta was on his hand.
“I heard from Mitsu that you like Ponta.” he said as he tossed it to him.
“Arigatou.”
He opened the can and took a sip from it. Fuji chose to sit beside him and Echizen looked up at him.
“Yes?”
“Ne, is Mitsu gonna be alright?”
“I don’t know. Buchou could be stubborn if he wants to.”
“Tomorrow…can I ask you a favor?”
“What is it?”
“If something goes wrong, take over Mitsu’s place.”
“I can’t. I’m not allowed to do that yet. Only captains can do that.”
“Then tell Atobe to replace him with someone else. Tell him that Mitsu had agreed.”
“Buchou will kill me for sure.”
“I’ll take the responsibility. Do it Echizen.” Fuji opened his eyes.
“Fine. If he sends me to hell, then I’ll find you and maim you personally.”
“I’ll look forward to it.”
Echizen pouted, and Fuji couldn’t help but to ruffled his hair playfully.
“Watch him for me okay? He tends to overwork himself.”
“I can take care of myself just fine Syuusuke.” A voice cut in.
“Mitsu, you’re back!” Fuji greeted him innocently.
“Echizen, you can go now.”
“Okay. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Echizen, don’t forget about our promise. Or else.” He smirked devilishly,
“Che, sadistic bastard.” He muttered under his breath before disappeared.
Tezuka eyed Fuji accusingly. He then sat beside him and frowned. Atobe was being a pain in the ass again. He still insisted to remove him from this case. He knew he couldn’t get away from the punishment this time, but he didn’t need someone like Atobe to rub it on his face.
“Mitsu…stop frowning… You’ll get wrinkled.” Fuji poked his cheek.
Whe he didn’t get any reaction, he started to trail his hand across his sensitive parts. Tezuka twitched and caught his hand. Fuji just smiled at him and kissed his nose by surprise.
“Syuu-“he never finished his sentence because Syuusuke started to shower him with small kisses as well.
He never noticed when Syuusuke moved into his laps and that he managed to free his hand from his grip. He was trying so hard to control himself. He didn’t want to do something that he might regret later. And he was afraid that he’s going to hurt him. But Fuji seemed to not notice that. His movement became bolder and bolder. He was trying to undo his shirt when he managed to stop him.
“Syuu, stop. We shouldn’t do this.”
“I want it Mitsu. Do it with me…”
“But your body…” he tried to be reasonable.
“It doesn’t matter. I want you to remember me, Mitsu. Am I asking too much?”
“I could never forget you Syuusuke. No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart.”
He didn’t care about logic and rules anymore. All he wanted now is to make Syuusuke happy. He said that as he circled his arm around his waist and was about to pull Syuusuke into another kiss, but Syuusuke stopped him.
“Syuu?”
“Your glasses. They are on the way.” Fuji said teasingly as he removed it and placed it on the table near his bed.
Tezuka wasted no time at all. Once Fuji secured his glasses, he pushed him to the bed and started to straddle him. He let out a groan and kissed his lover throughfully.
“I won’t let you forget you either Syuusuke…” he whispered.
*****
The next morning, Fuji woke up with a content smile on his face. He snuggled closer to the warm body next to him and purred. The person next to him shifted a bit and pulled him into his embrace.
“Ohayou. Did you sleep well?” he asked
“Un. The day has finally come. Last week is just like a dream. Thank you for everything Mitsu.”
Tezuka didn’t say anything, but he planted a soft kiss on his forehead.
“Mitsu, it’s about time… we should get ready”
“I don’t want to let you go… You deserved to be happy.”
“I am happy Mitsu. And it’s all thanked to you. This week is more than enough for me. Don’t do something reckless for me. I’ll be very upset if you get punished.”
“…”
Tezuka didn’t say anything else and got up from the bed. Fuji sighed and he got up as well. He went to the bathroom to take a shower. He got a feeling that Tezuka was angry with him. But it was for the best…Suddenly he felt that his chest was a bit hurt. The clock is ticking… only a few more hours before he die.
He merged from the bathroom later, and found that Tezuka was already dressed and was waiting for him. Sanada and Echizen were there as well. Tezuka sent him a death glare and motion him to sit. Fuji nodded silently. His pain has worsened, but he tried not to show it to Mitsu.
“Syuusuke, what’s the meaning of this?”
“I don’t understand what you are talking about.”
“What did you say to Echizen last night?”
“Nothing.” He lied.
“Syuu…tell me the truth…”
“I know you can’t bring yourself to do it Mitsu. You’re far too kind for your own good. You will take all the responsibility by yourself. I can read you like an open book now Mitsu. It’s not like I don’t understand your kindness, but what’s the point if we’re not together? You think I’ll be happy if I know that you’re suffering because of me?”
“But Syuu…”
“Enough. Don’t argue with me… This is what I want… Now leave. ” Syuusuke said.
Every word was painful for him. He didn’t want to hurt Mitsu. But he has to do it. Only he can change the stubborn man’s decision. He managed to hold his tears back and kiss Tezuka for one last time.
“I love you Tezuka… Take care of yourself okay?”
“Syuusuke… I will. And I won’t forget you…” he whispered.
“It’s about time. You better leave Tezuka. Echizen, go with him.” Sanada opened a portal and before Tezuka could say something, he was pushed to the portal by him. He doesn’t need to see this… He doesn’t need to experience the same pain with him.
When they were gone, he took Fuji gently into his embrace and whispering comforting words to him.
“He’ll be okay. I’ll watch him for you. You don’t need to worry about him anymore.”
Syuusuke just smiled before he closed his eyes. A tear fell down to his cheek.
*****
A month has passed, and Tezuka was locking himself in his room since that day. Echizen has started to worry about him. It’s true that shinigami can’t die again. Still… if this keeps up, the elder will get angry and there is a change that they will removed him from the captain position. Not to mention that they will punish him for ignoring his duty. Echizen and Sanada tried to cover his work for him, but it’s just only a matter of time before the elder notice.
“Buchou… Atobe wants to speak with you. It’s important.”
No answer.
“Buchou…say something. Fuji would be upset if he knows about this.”
“He won’t know. Leave.”
Echizen was about to try again when Atobe stopped him. There was someone behind him, and his eyes widened in surprise when he saw him completely. He was about to say something when the mysterious man put a finger on his lips. Echizen understood and nodded.
“Tezuka, Ore-sama decided that Echizen won’t be your partner anymore. You’ll get a new one though”
“I don’t care.”
“Really?” the other man asked teasingly.
Tezuka jerked in surprise when he heard that voice. He couldn’t be wrong. It was his voice. But Syuusuke couldn’t be here right? The curiosity gets better on him and he went to open the door.
“Syuusuke?”
There he was, standing right before him, smiling as usual. Tezuka was stunned for a moment before he gave a questioning look to Atobe. Keigo just smirked and pushed Fuji toward him.
“He’ll be your partner from now on. He got qualify for this job. You should thank Ore-sama for this. You should explain the basic thing to him first. Newbie is your specialist, am I right?”
“Aa.” Tezuka smiled at both of them, before he returned his attention to the beautiful shinigami in front of him.
“Mitsu, yoroshiku onegaishimasu~” He bowed before practically pounced on him.
The said main could only shook his head in amusement before he wrapped his arm around the slender man.
“Come in, I’ll tell you about the rules first.”
He lead the other man to his room and closed the door behind him.