ShinjiAki Fanfiction
I made this for shin_e, I hope you like it XD;;;
Title : One Last Night
Pairing : ShinjiAki
Fandom : Persona 3
Rating : R
Disclaimer : They are not mine
Warning : Spoiler!
He never thought that it would end like this. He didn’t want to admit it. It was all a lie. How could he die so fast? It must be a bad dream… He wanted to believe that, but no matter how hard he try, he still couldn’t change the fact that Shinjirou has gone from his life forever. He was avoiding everyone today. He needed time for himself to accept the bitter truth.
He still remember the night before the full moon. He was staying with him that night. He still could feel his touch on his body, could still remember the way he whispered his name on his ear when he entered him for the first time. He closed his eyes as he embraced himself. Suddenly he felt cold. Could he move on without him? Everything wouldn’t be the same again without him. He wondered if Shinji himself had known that he will die at that night, because he had been acting a bit strange, but not in a bad way. He was uncharacteristically gentle to him.
He was sitting on the edge of his bed, waiting for him to merge from the bathroom when suddenly he approached him and kissed him. He was shocked at first, but he didn’t make any attempt to push the taller man away. His lips was unexpectedly soft against his. He moaned at the kiss, and was a bit surprised when he was pushed not so gently to the mattress behind him. He started to straddle him, rubbing their body against each other.
He blushed at the thought when he remember vaguely that Shinji has strip him off after that. The one that he would never forget was the way Shinji look at him that night. It was full of emotion he never know before. Lust, love, affection, all were written on his eyes. That is what he was waiting for all this time. He then dared himself to touched his cheek and smiled at him.
‘Shinji… you don’t know how much I’ve been waiting for this …’
The other man just grunted in respond. But Akihiko understand it all. Even when he didn’t say any words to him, he already know the answer. He doesn’t need to ask him whether if he love him or not. Shinji showed everything to him through his actions.
They were curled together on the bed later. And no, they didn’t talk at all. The comfortable silence was more than enough for him. Shinjirou’s arm was wrapped around his slim waist, pulling them both closer to each other. He could feel the heat radiated from the other man’s body. At that time, he didn’t know that it was the last time he could ever see him again. When he woke up the morning after, Shinji was nowhere to be seen.
He buried his face on his hand, crying silently as his mind keep repeating the memories they have shared through out the years. Their first met, they first fight, his promise to him… all became blur to him.
“Shinji … tell me, how should I go on without you? I need you … “ he whispered hoarsely.
He was startled when he felt a pair of strong arms hugged him from behind. There was no one else in his room, he was sure of that. Is he hallucinating? Did he miss Shinji too much that his mind started to play trick on his?
‘I’ll always be by your side Aki… stop crying. You want to be strong right? Then prove it to me…’
“Shinji?” he asked hurriedly, but he didn’t get anymore answer from him.
He forced himself to stop crying and wiped the remaining tears on his face. Shinji was right. He shouldn’t be weeping like this. Everyone still need him. He will become a lot stronger so that no one else will die. He would make sure that something like this wouldn‘t be repeated again.
“I will become strong Shinji. Please watch me from now on. I will keep my promise to you.”
Title : One Last Night
Pairing : ShinjiAki
Fandom : Persona 3
Rating : R
Disclaimer : They are not mine
Warning : Spoiler!
He never thought that it would end like this. He didn’t want to admit it. It was all a lie. How could he die so fast? It must be a bad dream… He wanted to believe that, but no matter how hard he try, he still couldn’t change the fact that Shinjirou has gone from his life forever. He was avoiding everyone today. He needed time for himself to accept the bitter truth.
He still remember the night before the full moon. He was staying with him that night. He still could feel his touch on his body, could still remember the way he whispered his name on his ear when he entered him for the first time. He closed his eyes as he embraced himself. Suddenly he felt cold. Could he move on without him? Everything wouldn’t be the same again without him. He wondered if Shinji himself had known that he will die at that night, because he had been acting a bit strange, but not in a bad way. He was uncharacteristically gentle to him.
He was sitting on the edge of his bed, waiting for him to merge from the bathroom when suddenly he approached him and kissed him. He was shocked at first, but he didn’t make any attempt to push the taller man away. His lips was unexpectedly soft against his. He moaned at the kiss, and was a bit surprised when he was pushed not so gently to the mattress behind him. He started to straddle him, rubbing their body against each other.
He blushed at the thought when he remember vaguely that Shinji has strip him off after that. The one that he would never forget was the way Shinji look at him that night. It was full of emotion he never know before. Lust, love, affection, all were written on his eyes. That is what he was waiting for all this time. He then dared himself to touched his cheek and smiled at him.
‘Shinji… you don’t know how much I’ve been waiting for this …’
The other man just grunted in respond. But Akihiko understand it all. Even when he didn’t say any words to him, he already know the answer. He doesn’t need to ask him whether if he love him or not. Shinji showed everything to him through his actions.
They were curled together on the bed later. And no, they didn’t talk at all. The comfortable silence was more than enough for him. Shinjirou’s arm was wrapped around his slim waist, pulling them both closer to each other. He could feel the heat radiated from the other man’s body. At that time, he didn’t know that it was the last time he could ever see him again. When he woke up the morning after, Shinji was nowhere to be seen.
He buried his face on his hand, crying silently as his mind keep repeating the memories they have shared through out the years. Their first met, they first fight, his promise to him… all became blur to him.
“Shinji … tell me, how should I go on without you? I need you … “ he whispered hoarsely.
He was startled when he felt a pair of strong arms hugged him from behind. There was no one else in his room, he was sure of that. Is he hallucinating? Did he miss Shinji too much that his mind started to play trick on his?
‘I’ll always be by your side Aki… stop crying. You want to be strong right? Then prove it to me…’
“Shinji?” he asked hurriedly, but he didn’t get anymore answer from him.
He forced himself to stop crying and wiped the remaining tears on his face. Shinji was right. He shouldn’t be weeping like this. Everyone still need him. He will become a lot stronger so that no one else will die. He would make sure that something like this wouldn‘t be repeated again.
“I will become strong Shinji. Please watch me from now on. I will keep my promise to you.”