at a lose of words

[serchn4]

I have bi-polar depression, OCD, and a lot more of this fucked shit. Currently I am in classes at Alexian Brothers. I look at this phase of my life, as I have to fix this shit or will get me in the end. I have gone through a lot in the past month. I will not go into a lot of it. I had a hospital stay where I seen people in a real world of shit. It

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[fuzzyscribble]

Being in the hospital did the same thing for me. I saw so many people who did not have what I have. Also...saw people who had more and how much they weren't appreciating it. My roomate heard things that weren't there...but she was a fabulous hairdresser.

But yeah...you have to take the time out to fix it or it's going to bite you in the rear.

Fixing things

[blondibritecake]

You have to do what you have to do to try and make your life better. Ultimately no one can do that for you; but it is helpful to have some support and guidance along the way. I have a tendency to reflect upon my life at various times and make adjustments; I made adjustments to my life a couple months back that I know people may not understand, like, or agree with but too fucking bad. Now it looks like I need to re-adjust my adjustments; but that's how life goes. The only constant is change, but it is nice to know that sometimes the more things change the more some stay the same. I just wish there was a damn "Easy Button" somewhere that I can press to make my life better, but alas, no such button exists.