I haven't really told anyone this. But my dad got in a wreck. At least $3000 in damages to his motorcycle. I don't know when he'll be able to fix it. He's walking better, but he's pretty beat up. Of course he's to tough to make a big deal out of it. He's on loratabs for the pain.

Anyway, I'm borrowing the 7th Harry Potter book from Jackie so I'm ( Read more... )

...to station wagon buddies.

So after Emily's party I came home and fell asleep. My dad called me and told me to come look at the truck. And there in my driveway is a 2002 black Saturn Station Wagon. So now Lizzy and I have cars that can be friends. Happiness.

I have to clean the house.

Some people are idiots, but they can change with help. We just ( Read more... )

Why I don't like work:
~ Cold
~ Forced smile for 8hrs is painful
~ People are jerks
~ I don't understand my coworkers
~ My feet hurt
~ Music SUCKS
~ Metal part of the hangers makes me sneeze and feel light headed

Why I like work:
~ I meet weird people
~ I'm away from my family
~ I forget about all the crap I feel inside
~ I'm busy and forget to eat and don't ( Read more... )

i'm such an angry, jealous, bitch on the inside.

i'm afraid of college.

i changed my schedule today. 
i'm taking botany, botany lab, calc, history, great books.

i'm afraid of failure.

i'm sick of being so hateful inside.

I am in such a bad mood for no reason at all.

Crazy?

I think so.

ACROSS THE UNIVERSE

josh: why would someone think it was their fault?
me: it's a girl thing.
hector: of course.
josh: every thing's a girl thing. they think they are fat, they think it's their fault. why? because it's a girl thing!
hector: stupid.
josh: i know!
me: well....it's a girl thing!

i'm going to school on monday i think. why...because i'm going to go pokemon card ( Read more... )

transformers is amazing. i laughed i cried...it moved me bob.

sometimes i'm not sure why i'm so ridiculous. i hate myself so much lately. i hardly ever see my dad. i try to ignore my mom. i'm easily irritated by my brother. i don't even try to get along with my family. if you can call it a family. but my family really doesn't bother me that much. i ( Read more... )

I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone
I recommend walking around naked in your living room
Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill)
It feels so good (swimming in your stomach)
Wait until the dust settles

You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn

I recommend biting ( Read more... )

Everyone is changing
Theres noone left thats real
To make up your own ending
And let me know just how you feel
Cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

Today wasn't all that bad. I didn't go out on the boat because they decided to leave early. And I'm lazy.
I did do a lot of cleaning.
I played Soul ( Read more... )