Leastwise Bear My Traces on Your Mind (1/1)

[serenatechair]

Title:  Leastwise Bear My Traces on Your Mind
Fandom:  TSN RPF
Rating:  NC-17
Pairing:  Andrew/Jesse
Warnings:  self esteem issues, very mild and short description of the beginnings of a panic attack
Word Count:  4,622
Summary:  Andrew and Jesse hook up on a regular basis, but Jesse doesn't consider himself good enough for Andrew so he won't let

Comments

[laenix]

Um. I really fucking love this. So hot, so heartbreaking and so damn emotional. Emotional is good, emotional is very good. That almost-panic attack at the end just broke me to pieces.

But um? I already got my secret santa? It was a wonderful supernatural fic called The Mezzotint by speak-me-fair.

I'm really happy, but I'm also very afraid someone may have not gotten a gift? Thank you so much, but I think one of you may have pinch-hit for the wrong person. D:

[serenatechair]

Oh gosh, I'll email the mod right away and try and get this straightened out. It's entirely possible I just did something stupid like mixed up the names or whatever. I definitely don't want anyone to go without a gift.

But thanks, I am glad you like it!

[serenatechair]

HAHAHA I AM SO GLAD YOU NOTICED IT. seriously, it's a total ocd thing/pet peeve of mine when people write kissing into their rimming scenes. i don't know if they just forget or what, but it makes me shudder and scream at my screen--"WHAT ARE YOU DOING DO YOU KNOW WHAT THEY JUST DID DO NOT HAVE THEM KISS NOW."

this one was actually really fun to write. i love to write things that break my own heart and then seal it all back up again.

THANK YOU FOR YOUR COMMENT RACHEL MWAH <3

[serenatechair]

;klajsdflkasjf;lkj THE PORNSTAR AU IS SO GOOOOOOD. sorry you've broken my brain just thinking about it.