I'm tired ... having my sister here is wearing me down, but I am enjoying hanging out with her - I miss her when she's not here.

Still feeling queasy, but I'm alright. I've made it to the gym the last 3 days in a row, but because of my flu, I've been struggling through my workouts .... but I've finished every single one! I'm taking tomorrow off to decorate my Christmas tree and watch Hero. Work was icky ... I'm surrounded by so much drama, yet thankfully, none of it has to ( Read more... )

I've had a week ... where do I begin??? Tuesday, I went in for my surgical consultation and things went very well. Right now, it looks like I'll be having surgery the first week of March. I've decided not to take my coworker up on her offer to meet this Home Depo guy. The more she told me about him, the less I wanted to meet him. Now she's mad at ( Read more... )

Hmmm - so everything just blew up in Janet's face last week ... Even though she brought all of it on herself, it sucks to have your heart broken. I know ... I'm the Queen of Heartache!!! Bow before me - please! All I can do is be there for her ... I hope she knows that. Also, a coworker of mine has a friend who wants to meet me. All I know is that ( Read more... )

So Thanksgiving came and went ... I spent it with my family and had a nice time. It was nice to fnally enjoy the holiday. Last year, the holidays were awful, but this year things are looking up. I won't lie and say that I don't think of him ... because ocassionally I do ... but I know now that he was not someone that I could spend the rest of my ( Read more... )

So here I am at work ... bored and hating my job. The job search is coming along, but coming along slowly. I just have to be patient - I know something will turn up. Anywho, today was long and very, very lonesome. I have to be honest .. this whole 'being single' thing sucks, but it's been nearly 2 years and I'm learning to live with it. Thank ( Read more... )

The week was interesting, but not so interesting that I need to dwell on it. Long story short, I did a little cleaning and rid myself of 'her' - now, I'm hoping that my life will be less complicated. I know that I have great friends who would never hurt me the way that 'she' did, so there. What else .... Oh, I went to the Body Worlds exhibit on ( Read more... )

I saw The Grudge today ... scary stuff. It's up there with The Ring. Actually, I think it was scarier than The Ring. Anywho, I'm not very good about dissolving friendships (I've never needed to) so tomorrow should be interesting. I just keep telling myself that "No real friend would do what she did" ... seems to be working so far ...

I haven't had to distance myself from anyone in a long time. I think I'll be going into stealth mode ... no talking, no laughing, no joking with a certain individual. I don't have the time or energy to waste trying to mend a friendship that was never genuine to begin with. Sadly, I thought she was truly my friend. Any chance of hope that I had was ( Read more... )

I feel something wonderful slipping thru my fingers. At times I'm convinced that there is no one on this planet who is ever going to love me ... what a waste.