Dan dumped me on friday night. he said that he doesn't see me as a girlfriend, he sees me as a friend, and nothing mroe. so, that night, i self medicated.. i'm not going into more than that, but it isn't advised. I realized that this isn't the end of the world. it hurts to be dumped, but at the same time, i had fun with him. He made me realize ( Read more... )

alright, i've been seriously thinking about this for a while, I think i'm going to start writing a journal that in the future i hope to publish. I ran the idea by a few friends, and they think it is a good idea. I know that everyone goes through what i'm going through, but not many people believe that they are going through the same things. I ( Read more... )

so, I'm sitting here, listening to depressing music. I don't know why, I don't know why when everything in my life is amazing, i bring myslef down like this. I have an amazing boyfriend, who treats me like a queen, i have great friends, and a fun job. I am living the life of someone i've always wanted to be. But within me, there is a void. I ( Read more... )

so a lot has been going on. I've been busy, not online much. I met a guy. His name is Dan. He treats me well, does the whole kissing in public thing that i've never really had. He lets me hold his hand and compliments me occationally. All in all he's an amazing person and makes me happy. He isn't my boyfriend though. He said that he doesn't ( Read more... )

i'm leaving.. i wish i could have talked to scotty again... oh well... goodbye all.

Dear Scotty ( Read more... )

SEXUAL FAVORS FOR SCOTTY ASAP!

i had a bad dream last night.. grr.

i'm bored.. i need more friends.
*does the bored dance*
I made the mistake of likeing someone in cali.
DAMN YOU DAN!

i dunno if i wanna move to portland...