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Is it sane to say I have memories on the brain?
Good memories. Not sad ones. But ones that make me a little sad ( Read more... ) -
Window to the Rain
Spent 2 hours last night laughing my ass off. I wasn't feeling depressed at all, so I don't know how I can say it helped, but it did. Bah, makes sense to me ( Read more... ) -
You know, I have no clue why I'm updating
I'm doing good. No horrid feelings. I'm probably 95% over him. Therefore, I will not talk about him. No point ( Read more... ) -
Survey...stole from a friend....out of sheer boredom. Oy.
Part 1: The You Side -- Basic and Not-So-Basic Info ( Read more... ) -
Concerned for my friends....no, scared is more like it...I wish I could help
So many things in my life are going great....but my friends....I wish I could help. One's starting to drink a lot, she's not even 18 yet.....my best friend is suicidal....another...anorexic......Geez...this world is so screwed up....seems like no one can be happy.....they either hate themselves or hate someone else.....everytime something goes ( Read more... ) -
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I'm tired. Of absolutely everything. I talked to Jay online last night and it damn near killed me. I'm very surprised I didnt' start crying....I cry very easily ( Read more... ) -
Little bit of who I am
It's been about....11 months since I've started this diary. I was about fourteen and a half. About to start high school at a new place, with new people, new places, new teachers, new experiences. I thought I was so ready. I thought I had it all figured out. But the truth is, I had no idea who I was. But after this year, with everything that's ( Read more... ) -
Just a copy and paste from MDD from 2 minutes ago.
I hate this ( Read more... ) -
I don't care if I posted an half hour ago.
I hate this ( Read more... ) -
Great party, but on to that later, now for the misery
Sigh....great party, full of relatives, constantly laughing, cracking up, joking, playing around, being thrown in a pool, and at the same time....
.....all I want is Jay to be here, because I know he would have a good time and I would have a good time with him.
Sucks that I hate him and still like him as much as I ever did...which was a LOT.Damn