*insert incredibly horrible feeling here*

[serenekerosene]

My bird is going to die tonight, and there's not a single damn thing I can do about it. All I can do, is watch, and cry a lot

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[presentlytense]

awww, sweetie, i'm so sorry. :( it's so hard when you can tell it's hard for the animal but you can't do anything to make it better. i think they know that you're there, though, even when you can't help.
*hugs*

[serenekerosene]

Yeah. She was gone in the morning. But I totally understand. It's weird, cuz it's almost like she knew how painful it was for me, because she was trying so hard, still sitting on my finger, and when I was talking to her at one point, she gave me this look, and rubbed her face on the cage near me.

I'm coping well enough, I just, obviously it's still hard, but I feel so bad for buddy. He seems so confused and scared. And he must be so lonely. When we got Jojo, *we* were her friends, so she didn't need another bird around. But when birds are together, they make friends with each other, so buddy doesn't have the same connection with us. And now he's all alone, and I can't imagine what he thought when I had to take her out of the cage, and she didn't move.

BLAH. But yeah. Thanks so much for the support. It means alot.

[exousia]

Hang in there. You have a big heart. All kinds of pets, regardless of what they are, are important. It's your affinity and love for it that makes the relationship so special.

[serenekerosene]

Thanks so much for the support and understanding. It's helpful, especially since I've had to go through pretty much the entire ordeal alone, since my mom has been gone the entire time. Thank you.