And for this: They were so much friendlier to me coming in and observing a religious service. They were also easier to reach because they were internet-friendly. The Islamic place of worship I called never called back, the Mormon church doesn't let me go in because I'm not a member (Woot excluding everyone else curious about your religion). You ( Read more... )

I'm reading a book about nuclear power, and that got me thinking. I think I know my plan. At most, I will have one child. Two will be stretching it. But I will also adopt two other non-biological children. And I will save money to get them all to college, or a trade school if they want. I will raise them to love the sciences, and to want to help ( Read more... )

I got the idea yesterday. What I believe, is pretty weird. It's a good mixture of various beliefs. I believe in God. I believe he helped me in my darkest times. I believe he gave me a guardian angel to protect me, and that's why I haven't commited suicide. That's not the weird part though XD. I honestly don't believe in heaven or hell. I don't ( Read more... )

Brother won't you stay ( Read more... )

It feels like I'm at the start of my freshmen year. I don't really know anyone at college, I don't have work, I don't have a boyfriend, and it feels like my life is at a stand-still. No, I don't think I need a boyfriend would fulfil me but it'd make things a little more interesting. I'm getting relatively good grades in my college. I'm bored, but ( Read more... )

"Step right up. I want them freaky, incompatible, and dumb to boot, and I want them now?" O.o. I swear, most guys who hit on me are just that. Both online and offline. I mean I occasionally do talk to intelligent guys who I like, hitting on me. But for the most part, I've met the weirdest of them all, not including the chubbychasers and people who ( Read more... )

I guess a low was bound to hit me. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I'm just living life to pass the time, not living it because I enjoy it. College feels a bit too easy, and I honestly don't feel motivated. i'm working out in the gym, and I do go out, but I don't find anyone I'd really want to talk to. I don't get my other classes ( Read more... )

It's the day before I go to college but after I checked I realized my schedule os f-ed. Two of them I'll start this Monday and the other two will have to wait until October. But even if I felt so certain, I don't know what I want to do. I want to help people. And I'm good with medicine, and nursing came as an epiphany, but now, I'm thinking "Will ( Read more... )

I love my sister sometimes but she can be really disgusting and immature. There's a lot of moments I've forgiven her for the past few years, but, ugh. She has a smell problem and after I complain that she should wash off or stay off my bed, what does she do? She comes in my room, rubs herself all over the bed. This was after she barged in and ( Read more... )

Well I've had a few more dreams that were I guess, predictive. One was dreaming that I was a young man living in a post-apocalyptic world where humanity resided in hotels There wasn't much vegetation and dinosaurs lived outside. Well, after a hotel I lived in was deserted, I walked around until I stumbled upon a huge hotel. I felt safe in this one ( Read more... )