yup! earlier i felt pretty much like dirt! not that i know how dirt fells..but hey it gets stepped on and spit in...etc. btw does anyone know how to actually spell etc..?!?! but now i feel worthy enough to write a journal! i want to write freakin amazing delightful inspiring poems!!!! i want to be a poet!!!! but nothing is happening! i dont want to ( Read more... )

Baaaaaah baaah well anyways i'm freakin bored! got sick & i'm pissed about it but i'll be fine soon! :) i love you..three words i must say, i love you..

my past has come to haunt me! i feel like a game piece that's being played. my past has come to haunt me in my every thought! what more can i delay. i've been read very well in a sense i can not accept. the past will never die i knew but once it awaked i understood! the past is coming to consume me! it hurts me deeply to be reminded of the ( Read more... )

my past has come to haunt me! i feel like a game piece that's being played. my past has come to haunt me in my every thought! what more can i delay. i've been read very well in a sense i can not accept. the past will never die i knew but once it awaked i understood! the past is coming to consume me! it hurts me deeply to be reminded of the ( Read more... )

love linda! awesomeness!

There is this wonderful feeling that springs throughout my body when i'm somewhere i feel absolutely comfortable. Another feeling i get that's just awesome is when i meet people in this damned world that are still so beautiful, strong and serene no matter how much garbage was thrown towards them for no sensible reason! that kinda thing is nice,just ( Read more... )

i just spoke to my first true love, pretty much! lol! never knew exactly what "being in love" is. but now i'm pretty sure i was in love with that one, Ace!i dont know why he was my first but he is!lol! we spoke about random normal stuff but it felt pretty good talking about any and everything ( Read more... )

i enjoy being in a state of my that is fearless, powerful! i love it when all my passion is put into the one thing i love and comes out as something beautiful! i want that! i need peace right now, strength for my soul! now i'm writing to accomplish that goal! i love you linda!

wells, life is straight, i guess...well, i guess not, since i'm back at livejournal. i have nothing against LJ but whenever i'm hear something is wrong! so...now i'm doing exceptional in school, except math...agh...the nicest and easiest teacher stuck with the most disruptive, lazy students...and jes..i'm one of the lazy ones! or is it the fact ( Read more... )

lovely is thee with that play sorrow, a sweet symphony. agh....2006! yup, wasnt what i expected or what i'd liked it to be. but it was, it just was. i lost and i gained! but from my perpective i lost more than i gained! which happens to be that of which was most important! oh..how wonderful it is complaining with every word! that's not why i write ( Read more... )