for those of ou that know what was going on with me and the answer that i was waitin g fortheanswer is negative so for those of you that know that it was you can stop worrying so thats that and it looks like im not going to die and you are going to be stuck with me for a little while longer

out

ever since yesterday ive just not really cared for anything, just dont give a damn. you could tell me the world would explode and i prbably wouldnt care. i dont know why this is oh well, maybe its just the usual thing i end up gong through when i question the meaning of life and try to find some correct way of seeing things or a knew way of living ( Read more... )

not much really happened today except NOTHING! anyways im still stuck at the pizza place waistin my life away but there still is the occasional visits from chelle, jessica, and zach. that still keeps me sane. i found out some stuff today that kinda aggravated me and dissapointed me at the same time, oh well ive gotten use to it. i thikn im going to ( Read more... )

well after last night my stepdad (dad) got home and went from our good relationship that we were getting back to the way it was before and him being pissed at me so im grounded for another month (no going anywhere restricted phone privileges and no seeing anyone period) i guess him and i are going to go threw another few months of hating each other ( Read more... )

well i went to ihop tonight cause i heard that i had been telling lies to people and i went up there to see what i had said and to try and save what was left of that friendships that i had, also my dad was back in town so i decided that after i got this whole situation resolved i would have dinner with my dad and his friend scott (they had just ( Read more... )

well i havenmt posted in a long freaking while so i thought waht the hell. im leaving to go out of town tommorrow with one of my friends that happens to be a girl. none of yall no her so dont worry about it. anyways my dad decided he wasnt shure he liked the idea of me going out of town so he starts to ask me several questions about her, if i ( Read more... )

me, jon, jess and ted ( Read more... )

i finally got my internet back and i need to update my journal. for those of you who dont know DeAnna broke up with me so people will be seeing a lot more of me from now on. i wen tand saw AVP again today *starts chanting AVP AVP AVP AVP AVP ( Read more... )

fuck fuck fuck mutha mutha fuck mutha mutha fuck fuck mutha fuck mutha fuck noise noise noise 1,2,1,2,3,4 noise noise noise smokin weed smokin wizz doin coke drinken beers drinken beers beers beers, rollin phatties smokin blunts, who smokes the blunt? we smoke the blunts, rollin blunts and smokin b. *lemme getta nickle bag* fifteen bucks little man ( Read more... )

i havent posted in a while and i thought i needed to catch up on some things so here i am. the reason i havent been on in a while is because we are in the end process of cleaning out our old house, just getting the random junk out of it. plus DeAnna has been taking up a lot of my time ( not that that is a bad thing ) well any ways if anyone has ( Read more... )