sdlkafja;aasf ((drunk post))

[serica_aru]

Man I love these margarita things soooo much, ever since Feliks taught me to make my own~

I spent Christmas alone, but I ALWAYS do.

I told my step-dad to f*ck off, boy will I get a talking to hahah

god I'm so alone

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[siguard_norge]

*Had Yao on his friend's list for a while because someone had said he may have been interested in the drama club, he's never felt a reason to bother Yao or speak to him before being spoken to, but given what he has just gone through himself he decides to say something.*

Sometimes it is better to be alone than to have company that emotionally abuses or has abused you. We keep our mouths shut, we endure, but then it all culminates in a moment where all the feelings you have borne on the situation for years can no longer be so with a stoic face. Don't think of it as alone, but liberated.

Perhaps he or maternal figure will still care about you and take your feelings into account and try to understand your perspective. *Failed to get his own mother to understand, now he's living in a hotel room.*

[serica_aru]

Technically they are my adoptive parents...my "father" rules the home with an iron fist. My siblings hardly talk to me anymore...

[siguard_norge]

Very soon I will understand how that feels I suppose. I am not normally the one going to others when I have a problem... but I was wondering if I could perhaps ask you what methods you use to cope with the separation? I am coming into a state of being where ... Let me be frank. I am being thrown out of my family. How do you manage to cope Yao Wang? I will no longer be able to see my brother in person most days, at least until he is an adult. I feel like a part of myself is going to have to be forever left in Oslo, as though I'm leaving my left arm behind, but I won't be able to see the arm or touch it or have it returned to my person.

[serica_aru]

I try talking to them as much as I can, when I am able. Otherwise I pick up a hobby.