things are improving ( Read more... )

I made the last two entries in my journal private. Before I had been pretty angry, especially that morning. Then I wanted to defend myself and explain my point of view to people in general. But now I realize that if you actually care about how I'm feeling and the reasons behind my actions (those I can remember), then you can talk to me in person ( Read more... )

So last night, in the middle of playing Marco polo, I fucking smashed my wrist into the concrete side of the pool. thanks to red wine and beer, I didn't feel any of it at the time. Waking up this morning, my hand was fucking hurting like it was shot through with barbwire ( Read more... )

Luna and Wake's wedding was marvelous.

So much red wine
So much agent greeen
So much black velvet and satin
SO much fun with cute british boy

I'm so relaxed right now, all my muscles are super limber. its just what the doctor ordered.

Antlers rocked this weekend. I finally got their tee soo can be an official groupie. I drank sooo much over the weekend, which was the result of buying a case of samuel adams at costco and wine tasting in napa. Erin's wine job got us all free samples everywhere. We were pretty tanked by the time we made it back to Fairfield for dinner, where ( Read more... )

so I forgot to mention in my last entry that my cell phone is currently not working. It refuses to charge, and I'm starting to give up on any chance of getting it to. So contact me through aim if you want to talk to me. I'm gonna try to get a new one within the week

Sometimes it's fun to analyze your own social group/kind, because since your part of it you can get away with more ease. Gay boys are a funny lot. There is alot of self consciousness and examination going there between us constantly. There's definitely some unity amongst us, but as much as there can be in a group where you're peers are the same ( Read more... )

This weekend I went to Marion's party, a dome party and to the scottish games. All were pretty rad. some highlights ( Read more... )

I've been doing this very healthy, non indulgent behavior all week. I went to the ARC 3 times this week, and stopped smoking cigarettes, weed, or drinking alchy. It's been kind of fun and nice, and reminds of me of when I was like 17 or 16, getting my kicks from soda and cookies rather than adult substances. The working out has raised my ( Read more... )

Saturday night, I watched Howl's Moving Castle (Hayao Miyazaki), and last night, I had a long, long nightmare wherein the scarecrow from Howl's Moving Castle chased and tormented me in some abandoned castle. It was very vivid, and I could only thart him off my using my own magic powers of deflection and slow-motion flying ( Read more... )