Title: the Sinking Dawn
Author: hidoihito //
seriousheadacheCharacter: Arashi
Pairings: Broken Yama, Ohmiya, Sakumoto
Summary: That feeling is still there, Ohno tried to keep it in his heart as a sweet memory
Warning: un-beta-ed
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Ohno felt somewhat surprised to see Sho approaching him in the parking area of the studio where the five of them had just finished shooting some VSA episodes. A lot of questions popping on Ohno’s head, guessing what was wrong with Sho, why after almost two months they did not talked to each other --except in front of the camera- Sho decided to do it now. He saw Sho carrying his bag with the zipper which is still slightly open and the sunglass that he used when exited the studio building still held in his left hand. Explaining that Sho hurriedly chasing him over here.
Several seconds they just stared at each other awkwardly until Sho looked the other way while fixing his hair still neatly arranged by his stylist. “Ano ne… Do you have a moment, Satoshi-kun?”
Ohno wanted to answer that ‘Yes, of course.. As long as I can be with you a bit longer.’ But he simply said something unclear whilst nodding his head a little making Sho looked disappointed with his lack of response.
Without saying anything else, Ohno entered the driver’s seat of his black SUV. Sho, feeling himself starting to look like a fool who just stood there, finally opened the passenger door and seated himself next to Ohno. Not long before both of them drove to the night streets of Tokyo.
Didn’t know what to said, Sho simply sat there, looking out the scenery outside the window beside him. Actually, for what reasons he approached Ohno a while ago? Is it because he wanted to fix their friendships that were broke because of that incident? Did he just want to talk with his Leader which for several weeks is rarely communicating with him? Or did he just want to be around Satoshi-kun? Simple as that..
“You didn’t accompanied Matsujun to go to that dinner?”, the silence between the two broke with Ohno’s question just now. Hearing his boyfriend’s name mentioned by Ohno, Sho felt a little uneasy and adjusted his seat as he answered shortly, “No.” Sho still surprised by the attention that Ohno gave to his band members even though he was often seen daydreaming and not excited about working.
A few hours ago the five of them sitting in the greenroom while the game set on VSA finished arranged by the staffs. Matsujun who was still excited after successfully getting a high score on Kicking Sniper suddenly invited Sho who was reading a magazine to go with him after the shooting is completed. "... We plan to have dinner together after the drama is over. Sho-kun, you can come with me right?” For some reason Sho’s gaze turned toward Ohno’s figure who were laid himself on the sofa in front of Sho with his eyelids closed. What did he expect? A small flinch maybe? But Ohno did not move even an inch from his position. "Mm .. I'll think about it later. "Sho replied finally.
'So at that time he actually heard what Jun had said? But why he did not respond anything? Did I already mean nothing for him?', once again Sho fell into silence listening to the voice in his head who kept whispering words that he did not want to hear.
Ohno glanced to his right. Caught Sho’s reflection on the window’s car next to him with a gloomy expression. How he wanted to make those face cheerful again, smiling and laughing with him. Like at that time. Like when they were still together. Ohno’s grip on the steering wheel became tighter. Reminded once again that he had lost Sho.
The chanting of music that just he realized were playing from the stereo as if mocking his feelings at this moment. A song about love that last forever even though it struck by a lot of problems. A really contrasts song with Ohno’s situation right now.
“Sorry for making you wasting your precious time like this, Satoshi-kun. You can drop me off at the next intersection.”
“No.”, murmured Ohno barely audible by Sho's hearing. "Stay here for a while longer.", he continued his sentenced, making Sho's face flushed. That is the Ohno Satoshi which he knew. Hard to express his desires but when he had the courage to say what he wanted, a short sentence is enough to explain everything. Sho did not say anything and follow Ohno’s wish.
Who knows how long they drove aimlessly on the streets that they are going through. One hour, two hours, three hours or even just a few minutes ago since they left the studio. Ohno did not want to gives a damn. Because with Sho he wanted time to run slower. Wanted the time to stop tonight, leaving him with Sho forever.
However Ohno’s wish couldn’t be granted.
A ringing from Sho’s cell phone cut off the soothing moment they shared a while ago. He heard Sho answered softly the person in the other line. The name ‘Jun’ escaped from Sho’s lips making Ohno disappointed. He turned the wheel in front of him. It was clear, right? The place he was supposedly bringing Sho.
A few moments later he heard Sho hung up the phone call. He look towards Ohno, wanted to say something but stopped himself when he saw the direction Ohno took. The route to Jun’s apartment. And just like that it was all over. Up before leaving, Sho had the chance to say the word "Sorry" to Ohno. Ohno understand what the meaning of those word. Yes, Ohno forgive Sho --has been forgave- Sho. And for the first time since their breakup, Ohno smiled at Sho who tried to hold back his tears.
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In the car --this time by himself- Ohno received an e-mail from Nino contained with a lot of swearing words. That in the between of those swearing words tucked a question about his presence right now, how could he left Nino with the dinner almost cold and some swearing words again following the message content. Ninomiya Kazunari, the only figure that he really needed. The only one who understands him, who will never leave him, forever ...
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