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[serrate]

He turns from me, I look at the ceiling and think of the words that were just spoken. "I don't believe you have a high self esteem, either." The either referred to the conversation Taylor and I had regarding my level of self esteem. That made me think what both my boyfriend and best friend could see in me that I have blocked from myself. I feel

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[angelbaby_02]

thats really sad kendra. but very well written.
i think that you are a very attractive person inside and out. of what i know you, you are really great and you shouldnt feel that you arent worth while. i think you are more than worth while and i barely know you. please dont be too hard on your self. i love you like i love all my friends and i hate to see you sad.
-kara
ps. you dont have a big nose

[serrate]

The nose comment made me laugh. Thank you for all of the above :) I'm actually generally not that hard on myself, though.

hmm...

[tha7onekid]

I suppose that makes two of us...

[acryingrose]

-looks down at the ground ashamed- I am...... but enough about me, I think you're beautiful inside and outside. I am so jealous of Pat, like Taylor is too. Damn, we should have a threesome :P

COME TO OREGON SOON!

[killmary644]

i know im not really one to say anything considering i dont really know you at all, but from what ive seen, you seem awesome. and you like anime. that puts you on my "people i like" list. but i know that people telling you that youre wonderful doesnt really do much good; no one can change the way you think about something just by telling you something. its your choice wether or not you believe it, and no one can make you believe anything.

wow am i making any sense at all? today has been a bad day for me to say things clearly

-mary

[serrate]

Thank you. I actually don't know anime at all, I just go to the club because my friends are in it. I haven't watched much of anything, ot be honest. Actually, I believe that others do have quite a large impact on your self image. No matter how this post may seem, I'm not a self-hater. I'm adding you to my friends :)

[killmary644]

wee! friends! ill add you too
yeah, same here. i love anime but i dont really watch it.
and about the self image thing, i think its more the bad things that people say that affect people way too much, and then people always throw away the good things people say about you. i guess people do that with everything. bad always overpowers good... its a hard thing to resist, too. and its okay, i know youre not a self hater. sometimes the mood changes and you feel bad and write a journal entry about it. that doesnt mean thats the description of who you are. i understand!

wow time for me to shut up.... -has been on the computer too long-

[shnerdsarecool]

that was amazing kendra. you are very worthwhile my little lover... and i love you mucho.
come soon, im kendra deprived.

sarah