yesterday I started my second tattoo! it looks amazing but was very painful at the end. thank god tim was there to hold my hand/be mangled. i'm hoping i can still afford to get it colored in before burning man but we'll see ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a bit down...haven't had antidepressants because my Rx ran out and I haven't seen the new resident yet. I should probably deal with that before burning man. Also I have to go get labs done before they'll write me a new Rx of methotrexate, one of the injections i give myself, and I need to get my lyrica filled which is the most expensive ( Read more... )

So! birthday was a success, and probably the best i've ever had. Besides it being too rainy to go to golden gate park which meant some people couldn't meet up...everything was delicious. such a good group. went to 1015 folsom and danced my ass off, was gifted a bunch of acid. and champagne and jameson. wonderful people were there, but it was weird ( Read more... )

yesterday was wonderful, simply because it was my last day at interschola FOREVERS. mmm the sweet taste of never having to go to a shitty job again, after pouring 2 years of under-appreciated dedication and sweat into it. hoorays ( Read more... )

barely made it to work today, was 15 minutes late. this whole sleep deprivation thing sucks ( Read more... )

things are coming together quite nicely for my birthday, even if 3 of my close friends can't make it ( Read more... )

 So let's see. Friday night went out with Tim to the Tippr sound experience with vibequad, dov and hypnotech. It unfortunately was at the regency which is always overcrowded and just not intimate anywhere you go except upstairs. which was vip for this event. but everyone had fun dancing and we ran into a lot of great people. did some molly and then ( Read more... )

 felt like utter crap when i woke up today, so i called in sick. i've spent the day cleaning, cooking, and taking care of the ladies with fertilizer and insecticide. fortunately i don't feel like my insides have been scraped raw anymore, and i'm hoping that stocking up on prepared healthy food will help me maintain. it's been a rough month already ( Read more... )

so i decided to take down the 1000 watt lamp altogether, it's just way too strong for 4 plants especially with how hot the weather has been. I ordered a high pressure sodium light (better spectrum for flowering) for the 400 watt lamp, which is a metal halide lamp (for vegetative spectrum) but still should work ok for the time being. i'm trying to ( Read more... )

 officially moved in, it was exhausting and stressful and took way too long but it's DONE. now i just have to unpack...oof ( Read more... )