Pathetic ... I hate everything.

[serventofdeath]

Ok. I haven't updated in a long time. Who the fuck cares, but ... Here I am to say ... STuff. I hate life. I hate everything. Everything just fucking sucks. I want to die. No one understands it. I cried at work, pure utter confusion. I know something is wrong with me. I must have low sugar blood or some shit, b/c I am always sick when I don't get

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[angel_suicide]

i can understand a lot of how you feel. i'm clinicly depressed, i've been given medicine but it just makes me sick.. meh.. sometimes when everythings perfect i still feel like pure shit.

i wish i could tell you how to make that go away, but i can't even figure it out for myself yet. all i can tell you is to keep trying, because when you do figure it out it'll be worth it.

[serventofdeath]

That must also suck that we both feel like shit when we are on the medications that are sposed to make us all happy and dandy. it's bullshit... but.. heh.
yeah, there really isn't anything that can make me feel better... or something. i don't even have motivation to try. LIfe is just.. wrong.

[spentandsick]

Everything sucks.

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[serventofdeath]

Yeh tell me about it damnit.

hey April

[anonymous]

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Re: hey April

[serventofdeath]

How did you find like my board?
And sure I am bad loookin'.
i will try to get to your board, just busyhere.

was sukahara

[magicanbemurder]

got a new lj. add me back!

Re: was sukahara

[serventofdeath]

Why the new lj?

Re: was sukahara

[magicanbemurder]

old one bothered me. too much stuff in it so i needed a change.

Re: was sukahara

[serventofdeath]

Yeah I can see what yo is saying there..:)

hEY APRIL

[anonymous]

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Re: hEY APRIL

[serventofdeath]

I'lll try