Shit ... Oh shit... I hate myself... FUCK

[serventofdeath]

FUCKING A!. I fucked my life up majorly. Nothin is goin to fuckin help me here now. What the fuck. Why the hell did I have to. It was tempting, so tempting, and I didn't give a damn and pulled through with it. I am such a dumbass. I ruin lives. And I don't seem to care. Im a fuckin bitch and should just fuckin die. I just wish, I would watch myself

Comments

[spentandsick]

fuck. im sorry. :\

[serventofdeath]

dude...haven't talked to you in ages! how are you doin?
yes..i know i am pathetic...*struts off*

[spentandsick]

Im...anyways..! Haha, yeah sorry we havent talked for a while. I missed you. :(

[serventofdeath]

aww, thank you for missin me... it's great that i heard from you...

[scar_me]

: hug : ?

[serventofdeath]

thank you dear..*hug*

[scar_me]

:)

[jesserzrox]

Ahhh Aprrryyy. *huggleZ****

[serventofdeath]

Thank you:) :) *hug*

[xallxyouxgotx]

I don't know what happened, exactly, but.. *hugs*

[serventofdeath]

Thank you. *hugs* Just a lot of shit has happened... You know? What's goin on wit you? how r u?

[xallxyouxgotx]

Oh yes, I know. A lot of junk's been happening with me, too. But it's getting better. So I am good. :) I hope things are good for you soon.

[serventofdeath]

...yes, a lot of shit always seems to be goin on. IT sucks sometimes. That's good that things are gettin better for you.. *grin* heh... heh... i don't know if things are gettin better for me:(

[jadedmoonlight]

My darling wife *Hugs* What happened dude? Something to do with James?

AND YOU'RE NOT A BITCH. You're April, you're a sweetie and you damn well know it girl.

[serventofdeath]

Yes I am a bitch dude.... Uh.. *hug* heh... maybe we'll chill today!