Was feeling pretty good after a long day at work, 8pm-4:40am is a good, long day. Now life is back to sucking, and I think I'm going to just sit in a corner until my mind fades away and everything ceases to matter. Durka Durka Muhamid Jihad.

I don't understand how life works. Not now, and probably not ever. I can't take away your pain, your sorrow, or your misery. I can't whisk you off to some far away land to forget about everything bad and start life anew. I can't even seem to make you happy anymore. The way I feel for you will never change, even if I know that you will never feel ( Read more... )

The coming of the Christ. The saving of all those who are faithful. The damning of all those unworthy to serve Him in eternal service. This is what a significant number of Christians believe will occur. How can they believe that a being, a God perhaps, in all of its *infinite* wisdom could decide what is worthy of eternal life and ultimate ( Read more... )

So...Have you ever wondered what would happen if you just blipped out of existence? Would it be a bad thing? A good thing? Would it even matter? Existence can be good I suppose, but it seems just like a waste of time to me. I'd rather have it end, just POOF! Would anything be different? Would it matter if I up and poofed my way into oblivion? I ( Read more... )

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Spellsword
66% Combativeness, 46% Sneakiness, 88% Intellect, 41% Spirituality

Aggressive, but with the brains to back it up: You are a Spellsword!
Score! You have a prestige class. A prestige class can only be taken after you’ve fulfilled certain requirements. This may mean that you're an exceptionally talented person, but it probably doesn't.
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Pain. Anguish. Sorrow. Fear. The Joy in killing. The love between brothers and sisters. Servering the Dread Father Sithis. All these things will bring you the love of The Night Mother. She wants you. To be found within the cold, loving embrace of The Night Mother entices us to serve. To be faithful, one must follow the 5 Tenents. Do not betray The ( Read more... )

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This is me telling myself to write out the events of tonight later, cus I'm tired as fuck and just got the shit scared out of me in more ways than I thought possible in my car...Just woah. Dude. OMFG. WTF Mate. Can't wait till I get some time to write this out...Its going to be crazy...