Ok so today was the hardest most awful 7 hour shift I've ever had to work at the farm. The whole day was a disaster! I should never have gotten out of bed. Oh well I had to do it. I made a list of all the worst points of today so Lokkit ( Read more... )

Ok so today was the hardest most awful 7 hour shift I've ever had to work at the farm. The whole day was a disaster! I should never have gotten out of bed. Oh well I had to do it. I made a list of all the worst points of today so Lokkit ( Read more... )

All, ok, most of my friends know how sick I've been this year. I'm never this unhearlthy and now it's only getting worse for me. I'm really sick agian. I've been this way all year and I'm always tired too. I know why now and its not funny. My parents are making my body sick and weak. All the impossible pressure and how they critisize me for not ( Read more... )

Despite the lame title of my entry I really do feel a lot better. I have long ago abandoned Christianity but I had trouble embracing wiccanism. A lot of friends remember the months that my heart was torn over my decisiton to denounce the only religion I had ever known. But I did know that it was wrong and even more wrong for me so I left it ( Read more... )

Ok I'm sure most of my friends already know what this is about but I'm still angry. I had told Chelsey a confidential secret that she had PROMISED not to share with ANYTONE. This story was totally out of my character and so I didn't want to spring the series of events on the world, not too much to ask for right ( Read more... )

In the last few weeks I've improved my two C grades. I haven't had much of a chance to improve myself in Math but I've done well on all of my French work. I studied very hard for both exams this week. I think I did very well on my French work but Math is in question ( Read more... )

Today was another driving lesson with my parents. This time it was my mom. She is NOT a good teacher at all, especially for someone learning to drive with a blind thing. She doesn't get that the lights are bright as hell and that I want to be safe. If I'm pissing someone off by goin 5 under the speed limit, then fuck them cus they are not worth my ( Read more... )

It's finally Friday. I got some extra help in French for my verbal/ written exam on Monday. That's the same day I have a Math exam in Algebra two honors. I was kinda rethinking the honors class a week ago. I wasn't doin so hot shit but now I'm back ontop. The only thing that sucks is that I haven't had any quizzes or tests to pull up my C. French I ( Read more... )

It's been a long week for me and I was wishing for Friday when it was Tuesday. I need a vacation but at least my two lower grades (Cs)have improved. I think I may have a B by mid week next week. At least in French anyways. I want Multan Farms to open soon so I can go back to work. It's a lame, long, boring job but it's so much better then my last ( Read more... )