Comments | sessys_fangirl: My birthday... and why I hate it.

sessys_fangirl

My birthday... and why I hate it.

Dec 07, 2016 12:33

Warning: Lots of pent up angst over the last 27 years... yes 27 years. Oh, there will be suspicious sounding whining but fuck it, I don't care. My give a fuck meter has been busted.

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Ok, let's go back 27 years and find out what the fuck is going on.

27 years ago is when I last had a birthday where I was not made to feel like I was an ( Read more... )

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nanaeanaven December 7 2016, 19:04:56 UTC

I don't have any words of wisdom, I'm sorry. Just ((HUGS)). I don't think you need to grow up (my god - 27? You're still a baby! ;) Jeez i feel old.). You have every right to feel hurt and upset. Don't ever let anyone tell you any different.

My middle child's birthday is December 30th. Yup. Stuck right between xmas & new years. We've always tried to make sure he gets an actual bday celebration even though it's usually just the five of us.

This time of year can be tough. Hang in there.

sessys_fangirl December 7 2016, 19:13:36 UTC

I wish I was 27.. lmao

I'm 36 now. My 9th birthday was last birthday I ever felt was genuinely celebrated. It also coincides with the same year we moved to TN. In fact we did that 3 months prior to my ninth.

And I'm trying. It just seems to get a little harder each year sometimes.

nanaeanaven December 7 2016, 22:15:38 UTC

Okay, well, I obviously misunderstood. LOL You're still younger than me. *sigh*

sessys_fangirl December 7 2016, 22:20:34 UTC

It's my fault, I was pretty upset when I did my post.

*hugs*

ladydeathfaerie December 8 2016, 05:29:00 UTC

i'm sorry you're having such a shitty birthday, hon. i hate my own, but for entirely different reasons. so i sort of know how you feel.

.:hugs:.

sessys_fangirl December 8 2016, 05:36:42 UTC

*hugs back*

Thanks, LDF... I just wish I didn't feel this way. Everyone else's was always made into such a big deal and when it came to mine, it was usually very low key to the point where it was like an afterthought. I mean, all I've ever wanted was for my family to make a huge deal about it.

Not every year, but every now and then really do something for me. Dinners out are nice, but I just want it to be treated a little more special than its always been. 😕