PLEASE EVERYONE READ.....THIS IS ME

[sethborsch]

what if i did....what would happen...questions run through my head as I sit here in a state of confusion....im calm yet frantic...this is no longer a mental stress....it is physical...heart is racing...ive soaked my shirt with sweat....everything that has happened....everything that could happen....could mean nothing with one decision....the epic

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[just_2b_alone]

just for the record your not alone.
i know you have probably heard this classic tune before. the whole you can talk to me about anything. or even the im going through the same problems. well id like you do know that everything you stated. your needs your wants your desires. your struggles and your pasttimes. i can relate to. im feeling foolish because of my feelings. im feeling trapped because of my decisions. and im feeling ever so lost with every day that the sun continues to rise. you cant try to make it to your own standards because in reality you can never be good enough for yourself. especially with the high expectations. its a rule of thumb and life will never go anywhere. but realize that time is time. and life is time and the only way from here is up.

[unkept_secret]

I went through a stage exactly like that last year..and at the beginning of this year. i had lots of problems..and i started to cut myself. until my parents found out and sent me to a counselor. but..i could never be happy for a long period of time. it was only short intervals where i was truly happy. that's why i love dance so much. it's the only time when i'm truly happy. everywhere else i just kind of am..but, at dance i am free to let all of my passion and anger out through movement. like with your music. music is your gift. and that's what you should do. who cares what your parents or what anyone else thinks of it. it's your way to show the world who you are. and if it brings you happiness and lets you escape from things..then who the hell can tell you that your dream is unreasonable. trust me..follow your dreams and don't sell yourself short. things will get better. i promise. and if you ever need someone to talk to..i'm always here. i won't judge you..i'll listen. and try to help you through things. i've been there..and all i

[dissolved_grrl]

brian, so many people love you.

[marthafucock]

you know how i feel about this entry. no need for me to write a fucking page long comment.
:D