hey autumn did u know that they took gullible out of the dictionary?

...silly string...strip poker...getting drunk....strip poker...pressing private body parts on windows....strip poker...HARDDIC...strip poker....laying in a bathtub piss drunk screaming hey im james and thinking your foot is drowning...thats what im talkin about....if u didnt go to daytona u missed this....oh yeah and the gifts shops beach and ( Read more... )

live journals are fucking dumb

im sorry

Waiting
FOr another chance to rid myself of you

I cry in the rain to hide the tears
as i walk away from all those years
i wish youd run after me
but instead you let me leave

Probably a good thing
For you and i arent meant to be
If only I could end this pain
But instead i feel im making the same mistake

Holding
back what in my mind i felt was

For the first time
In a long time
I felt alive
And ive been waitng
For so long for
This chance to strive

But now youve cast me into the darkness
Of a world thats cold and loveless
And now I have a gun in my hand
You could end this now
Is it so hard to understand

Now you have my blood on your hands
Was is so hard to understand

how much longer will i put up with myself

why do i have to be like this?

yet another day in my pathetic life

every morning i wake up with a fresh attitude...optimistic about the forthcoming day...as the day progresses my good spirits vanish...and by the end of the day i am miserable again...i fall asleep wishing i could better my life and my personality, and rid the things ive done in the past that haunt me still...ive been stuck in a 19 year rut...i need ( Read more... )