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[sethirius]

This is the first time I've actually been truthfully depressed. Actually depressed. Really depressed. I need to talk to Jessica-- to find out if she's been lying to me, to find out... well... everything. I want to lay down and go sleep for three weeks. Perhaps longer. I'm frustrated, confused, angry, betrayed, hurt, sad.... I want to sleep.

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yeah, i did too.

[take_these_eyes]

i looked at you today and you did look kinda sad.

spring break is coming up, and you can sleep a lot then. im sure you plan to, unless youre doing stuff for your move.

seth. dont leave on a bad note. it may be hard to say goodbye to people, but its better than being remembered in a not so good way. im babbling. but seriously.

i'm not going to say feel better cause that never works. but i totally know what it feels like so i can empathize, but im sure thats not what youre looking for. have a good night.

Re: yeah, i did too.

[sethirius]

I appreciate your comment, and your thought. But, I'm not depressed because of moving. That's the last thing on my mind right nowh. Heh.

i say it now so that all may hear..i write super long comments

[take_these_eyes]

no no no. i wasnt thinking you were depressed about moving. i think moving is fun. but i was just saying that it would be unfortunate for you to move and not be remembered like you should be. anyway girls are dumb, and honestly i would have never thought that you would be the kind of guy to get emotional about silly high school girls [not that im calling her specifically a silly girl]. but maybe i just put you in a box and i was totally denying the fact that you have feelings and are attracted to the opposite sex, which is silly of me. i guess i really dont know the EXACT reason why you are sad, but if its about a girl it just goes to show you how easily fooled people are when they care about someone. its like we have infatuation blinders. ♥ it's easy to wear it on your sleeve, but you have to be careful who you give it away to- whether they know that you gave it to them or not.

and im not saying you were fooled or that you gave her your heart. but its not very nice to see someone upset.

[loztjack]

Well since I have a lot experience in that field (depression) I guess I can say something about it. I'v actually found that most of my friends get really depressed around that time in their life (sophomore-junior years). I was extremly depressed last year and I drove a lot of my friends away and went through this emotional my life is over phase. I haven't gotten completely over it but I'v gotten A LOT better. I'm not saying that you will get as bad as I did, you probably wont in fact this may be a one time thing for you, but if it does then don't do what I did with pushing people away, the best thing to do is in fact talk to your friends or someone that you feel close to and let all of the frustration and anger out!

Well thats all, I hope what I said made sense

SMILE ~ KING JACK

[tracymbooty]

call me. i love you.

it should be known that i don't like this little girl very much at all right now.

so you need to call me.

& we'll talk.