I know these kind of entries can be annoying, but, it really helps me emotionally...

[sethirius]

I'm not in love. But, I don't know what I'm in. I'm to the point where I think about her all the time. But, I know how she feels. I don't know if she knows how strongly I feel towards her. I'd do anything for her. But, what hurts even more, is that she is one of my dearest friends. It's not as though I can close off from her, and never look

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[whtgandalf16]

TEAR...

[neff]

You sound like me. You will probably sit there in anguish for another couple of months. After you move, you'll remember her fondly. But you will work on forgetting her. In time, you will begin to wonder why you even felt this way at the time. You'll know you felt like you loved her deeply, but that the feeling has passed and so you no longer understand it.