i am useless
i can't take it much longer... it's been a while since i have felt this cold jolting pain in my back... i don't want to be here anymore... i don't want to be alone anymore... i want people to actully enjoy me... i don't want to be blown off anymore... i don't want to be the sober one stuck in my room waiting for a phone call that will never happen
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This really scairs me, I'm truly sorry that your feeling so down. While I coulden't possibly say I know exactly how you feel or exactly what your going through,I do know how it feels to be lonely, to feel like maybe people are just putting up with you. Its a horrable feeling to feel like no one fucking cares and that maybe it's just not worht it. I've felt this so many more times than i'd ever admit.... but then when things suck more then they've ever sucked before something happens to remind me that there are good people, good times, you juust gotta find them. I try to hold out for those moments. The moment when things switch and get better and i hope you'll hang in there too. People do care, you might not realize it but they do. And believe me when i say that people do know your name. you've made peoples lives better and you have influced people. please don't give up. hang in there, sometimes it takes people a little time to realize how amaizing other people are. and you might not feel like it, but you are.
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