GODDAMNIT EVERYTHING IS BREAKING TONIGHT.
Percy ate Mel's CD for about five minutes. And now. My Zune is frozen.
Completely frozen. I've tried a reset, I've tried a "hard" reset that totally wipes the hard drive, I've done this at least five times both with the Hold button in the off position AND the on position, I've hooked it up to my laptop and my desktop to try and get it to register, I've pressed all kinds of combinations of buttons, the thing is up-to-date, the software is up-to-date, it's never done this before and it has no reason to. I haven't banged it around. It was working fine when I was listening to music on it and it froze, so I reset it and the reset bar got all the way up and it's been stuck there ever since. THAT WAS FOUR HOURS AGO. I'VE BEEN PRAYING TO THE GODS AND CHOKING THIS THING FOR FOUR HOURS.
I think I'm just going to have to wait for the battery to die and hope that does something, then I'm going to have to wipe it of everything. If it doesn't just freeze right back up again that is, or worse, doesn't turn on at all. I think I may be deluding myself there. I'm probably going to have to send it in for repairs. -______-
WHAT THE FUCK, ZUNE, A WEEK BEFORE VACATION? YOU KNOW YOU'RE MY RIGHT-HAND MAN AND I LISTEN TO YOU RELIGIOUSLY! IF YOU EVER GET FIXED, I"M GOING TO KICK YOU IN THE FUCKING BALLS, YOU ASSHOLE.
Fuck you, man. Me and my old CD/disk MP3 player will hang out on vacation if you don't quit being a dick. Sure, I can only fit so many MP3s on a CD and you've got ALL my music on you, but feh. At least if that freezes I can pop the top open and blow on it or something instead of staring uselessly at it and hoping it fixes its goddamn self after I press everything I possibly can on it.
I'm going to make hot chocolate and shoot shit and wait for the battery to die.
I don't even want to think about today (feels like tomorrow) and New Year's Eve. Everybody else sees it as a holiday, but I just see it as something to avoid. Mom's gonna be plastered, dad's probably gonna be plastered, and Allen? Oh, he's going to be in Canada with Kyle getting drunk. Whiiiiiich sucks for me because seeing as how my parents both have DUI's, they can't get INTO Canada, I don't believe. So if anything happens, I get to play chauffeur for his stupidity. Again. Pfft. What the fuck else is new? I'm going to be hiding in my room shooting more shit. Again, what else is new? The thought doesn't even really bother me. Just makes me feel kind of tired. And I'm not sure I even want to be around anyone, because everyone I know is going to have someone else and I'm probably just going to zone out all night. They don't need me, not one of them, and I'm perfectly okay with that.
I'm considering drinking, seriously considering. I should be more bothered by that thought, and I should probably be bothered by the fact that I'm not bothered by it, but what's the point if it's only considering? I probably won't even do it because all we'll have is Budweiser and I can't stand the taste and I don't care enough either way to try and go get my own alcohol. I'm not that stupid and I'm not going to ask someone older to get it for me. That's just selfish.
I'm pretty fucking sure things can only go downhill from here which means they'll have to go uphill again at some point. At least I hope so because I feel like a zombie.
EDIT: The furnace is out again. This day officially sucks.