Well, for the last hour I've been looking at all my past entries starting from when Brandy made this LJ for me.

And, I'd like to say:

I'm sorry.

I know I've hurt alot of people this year.. and I apologize..

I know I've made a lot of poor choices, and I know I would be very happy right now if I wasn't such a fuck-up.

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Being numb is a beautiful thing.

Do I trust my heart or just my mind? Why is truth so hard to find in this world?

Horray for snowdays.

Happiness is a thing long since forgotten.

I'm so cliche. <3

I'm sorry.

This is something I can't give up.

It's all i've got right now.

Happiness= Ultimate Sacrifice

I wish I wasn't a good person..

sigh....

The new Relient K album is the shizzy. They got so much better.

Well, some good things happened since I last updated.. um.. <333333333333333333333

It's you.

"Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity, and I've been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key. And I'm dying to get out, and that might be the death ( Read more... )

+Christmas was good.

+Going to NY for two days in a row to see my entire family was better.

+Kyle's party and hanging out with everyone is awesome.

+Just one thing missing...

I don't believe in a thing called....

You are the ghost of everything that I'm not, that I want to be.

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Well,

yes.

In case I don't talk to anyone for the next 2 days:

Merry Christmas to all.

And to all a good night. <3

Be cool. Call my cell phone tomarrow while I'm in New York.

570-856-3245

"And now, I'm staring at my wrist.

Hoping that the time is right."

I hate who I am. I'm tired of this.

Fuck you, I'm dead..

"So I hold my tounge, forget the song, tie my shoe and start walking off. And just try to keep moving on with my broken heart, and my absent God and I have no faith, but it's all I want. To be loved and ( Read more... )

Sorry i'm not updating much anymore.

Not that anyone gives an eff.

I've just lost intrest. In everything.

Love, love, love... love, love, love, love....

Oh well.

Merry Christmas to everyone <3

I'll take this blade to my wrist.

To help me end what makes you ugly.

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