I think I'm feeling up for this again

[settingshadow]

Okay: There's a comment for everyone on my friend's list. Guess which one is yours. (tell me when you guess whether you want me to keep giving you hints until you get or tell me which one yours is

Comments

[settingshadow]

Um...it's a compliment

[alaman]

You: You've grown up a lot since I really knew you. I wonder who you are now. Mostly because I have little doubt that you're interesting.

I guess I'm not totally sure, but the first part of this one makes sense. I just don't know if I'm interesting.

[settingshadow]

that's yours (I was amused when 'Z guessed it).

I think you probably are interesting. You were before, and when I met Peter he struck me as an older version of you (see snowflame), and I think Peter's really interesting, so I'm interpolating. Oooh, there's a word I don't get to use very often -- Interpolate! Yay!

[briefverbosity]

A few seem to fit, but I have a feeling it's this one

[persistent_sun]

Guesses:

You: I liked you for the instant I met you, and my instinct proved right. You're deep and interesting and have an admirable amount of dedication to your friends. Your zaniness can be contagious, and you know when I need it.

You: Seem to have a genuine desire to be friends with everyone you meet. It's cool.

You: Getting as close to you as I have snuck up on me, and kind of took me by surprise, but I've really enjoyed it. I don't think you realize how many things in your life you handle skillfully. Opportunities will always present themselves to you, because you want them. Good luck.

If not, clue?

[beatlebug77]

As I am still on your friends list, could the following be me?

You: I have forgiven you. You don't need to forgive me -- I have forgiven myself for my part. God has forgiven me as well. I am older than I once was...now, I just worry about you. Don't rush to get yourself in over your head in a bad situation. After everything, I still want the best for you. I hope I'm wrong in my perspective and that everything will go swimmingly for you. I hope that with all my heart.

You: I meant what I said, but when I forgave, you were forgiven. I never didn't want to be your friend, per se. You just make me uncomfortable with the way you act when you're around a lot of other people. Individually, you are calm and thoughtful. I want to be your friend on the latter level, but it's hard for me to deal with the former.

[settingshadow]

It was the first one, actually.

Um. I was going to say nothing else, but I really wanted to let you know the following:
I'm glad you read this. It's important to me that you know that I've forgiven you (whether you think you did anything requiring forgiveness or not) and that I take responsibility for good deal of what happened -- I did some things that were just plain wrong and some things that weren't wrong, but were more influenced by my history than by the events happening at the time.
It would mean a lot to me if you forgave those things of me, but that's intirely up to you. I've realised I need to move on, rather than dwell on my past mistakes.

I also wanted you to know that I want the best for you -- you were a very good friend to me when we were friends. You've been a good friend still to people who mean a lot to me, and I appreciate that, and I always will. You may do things I wouldn't and I never meant to judge -- I just was trying to care about you and somewhere along the way I went too far.

[beatlebug77]

I have forgiven everything you did. I don't chalk it up to meanness - I personally don't think you are a mean person - but I was seriously concerned for your mental health. You sound much happier overall now, and I'm glad. You're lucky you have David; to have someone to stand beside you forever is the best feeling in the world.

About the whole bad situation thing. I assume you mean Michael, and since I don't want to start World War III I will simply say this: I am currently the happiest I have ever been in my life, mainly because I have him to share it with me.