I just don't care...

so this whole "raining while it's sunny out" deal that's been goin on the last few days is awesome. I just don't have anyone to play in it with, and that sucks. so I did by myself. in hungarian they say "the devil's beating his wife" when it rains and the sun is out. my step mom told me that and I laughed. hungarians are weird.

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every time I turn around, some important part of my life winds farther down the spiral. most of the time it's my fault for not holding on hard enough; something in me doesn't even want to anymore. I'm sick, tired, weighted down and beaten by that something.

I might have to move to connecticut.

( and i think i might want tomy parentals were ( Read more... )

sometimes I forget to remember her. someone I know throughout my heart, but I don't really know at all. There was just had a whole page written and I erased it. I don't know why I was telling you, anyway.

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don't it make you feel wonderful?I'm sickkkkkkkkk of trying. its such a waste of time to even bother anymore ( Read more... )

Chapter 1: The Basics ( Read more... )

post a comment and fill it outttt ( Read more... )

I feel disgusting and lower than I usually do, don't know why ( Read more... )

there are a lot of things going on with me right now. jealousy is one of them, tied in with awkwardness and regret. I find myself missing a lot of things that used to be and the thought of what could have come from them makes me bitter. (poeticism in journal entries is kinda beat but hey, I'm freestylin') I have this burning need to get away from ( Read more... )

so today sucked. I'm sick of peoples bullshit, I'm sick of people talkin shit and I'm fucking SICK of getting treated like I'm a retard. I dunno, I guess I'm just saying that cause I'M A NASTY DYKE ( Read more... )