I feel like I just realized I missed my exit. I don't know if I should go back, or just keep going...

I feel overwhelmed by the future, and for some reason, I can't help but think of the past.
I feel really lost.

To be perfectly honest. I don't believe I deserve people's love because I don't feel as if I'm good enough ( Read more... )

I need to let a lot of things go. I have carry a lot of guilt with me, I need to just understand I can't change the past. I think I'm down. I'm going to take a nap though. I don't to dive into depressing self-thought.

So I could run away.
I want to lay in bed and just becoming apart of the dust that fills the world.
I wish we were together.
So I felt like I existed.
I just feel like I'm going through the motions of living, and honestly, it sucks.

I hope that our few remaining friends ( Read more... )

I think I jumped into this way too fast. Head first it seems. Some hope that things would be better. That this relationship would be better than all the rest, because I would have better communication. I wouldn't feel like my body isn't the only thing I had to offer ( Read more... )

I think one day I want to get married. Just a thought.

really if you want me then you do, if not then that's cool too. the need for games cat and mouse, it's really a waste of time in my opinion.