I have this strong feeling like im going to be reading alot for the next week or two. School is back on track and i dont like it. its not something i can easily "go with
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its the most horrible feeling in the world... especially when you know you shouldnt be feeling this way--when you know that you have someone whos supposed to be there, or who can be there, or someone who can at least call. and no one is there... no one calls... even when my whole family is home, i feel alone.
i miss billy so much... but if its possible... somehow it makes me love him more! it makes me happier when we talk...
but now its like no one is wanting to hang out.. or talk.. books help though, but they make me tired >.< eh...
I don't have many friends, or family for that matter and the ones I do have are unable to me 'cuz I live on base. Although Matt is like, my best friend in the entire world, it'd be nice to get out of the house and hang out with people while I have nothing to do. These past few weeks with him working 8 o'clock to 8 o'clock have been terrible.
I say this to a lot of my LJ friends- I'd totally hang out with you if we lived near each other! lol
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i miss billy so much... but if its possible... somehow it makes me love him more! it makes me happier when we talk...
but now its like no one is wanting to hang out.. or talk.. books help though, but they make me tired >.< eh...
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I say this to a lot of my LJ friends- I'd totally hang out with you if we lived near each other! lol
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a tad bit far... ='( ... that sucks...
i would hang out with you totally... time and space and distance all need to disappear
<3
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