jen, i dont know what ur problem was when you were here but you brought everyone down with your shitty attitude. the world doesnt revolve around you. im very angry at you because we paid over 200 dollars for you to come here and we get no thank you, no "i had a great time hanging with my friends who i havent seen in 2 fucking years" it really hurt ( Read more... )

howdy ho. im over at my friends house doin some laundry so i have to make it quick. anywho, my love called me again last night. i get so calm when i talk to him. its great. he told me he got me something for our anniversary but he cant "GIVE" it to me physically. what the hell? i have no clue ( Read more... )

im in pain. my butt, thighs, abs, neck, back, and arms all hurt. pilates are no fucking joke ( Read more... )

i got an email from fik today, and then i sent him a picture of my ass. :o) he loves it. anyway, ive been so stressed out lately cus my car needs to be fixed and jen and jamie are sposed to come but i dont know if i have the money to fly jen here. shit is so expensive ( Read more... )

so its been a while since ive updated. let me fill ya'lls in. fiks gone. hes in iraq-left out jan 17. i moved on base here in good ol Georgia. got my own 3 bedroom house with my lil man, lix-fiks cat, and chloe my doggie. yeah baby chloes back again. my best friend is 6 weeks pregnant and getting married march 26th. she asked me to be her maid of ( Read more... )

Well guys. let me update everyone. my husband is gone. hes in kuwait. and then hes off to iraq on the 6th. he left on the 18th of jan. i miss him. im so scared for him. but he told me not to sweat things and time will go by fast. im doing my best ( Read more... )

Hello guys. hows everyone doing? im pretty good...just been taking care of my little one. hes almost 8 months now. crawling, standing...going to be walking soon. he has two teeth coming in on the bottom so hes been kinda grumpy lately. anyways, were not sure if Fik is going to Iraq anymore. all his buddies think he is tho. so do i. the army likes ( Read more... )

3 more weeks till the 28th. :o) 3 more weeks (hopefully) till i have my baby boy! and 3 more weeks till Rafik comes home and we finally get our own house. everythings goin good with me and the baby. just waiting for something to happen. ive been hangin out with my buds just chillin as much as i can before the lil one comes. anyway, gonna go chill. ( Read more... )

its 5:30 in the morning and i cant sleep.

tomorrow is me and Rafiks one year anniversary. im sad we cant spend it together.....

here i am on another Saturday night sitting home...alone. and Rafik is out at a club in Texas...stayin in a hotel with his buddies gettin drunk. i cant help but be jealous of him talking to and looking at other girls. i trust him with all of my heart and i know he would never cheat on me but my emotions are all screwed up. this isnt the way its ( Read more... )