My personality is pretty wack.
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THE BASICS
Name: Emma
Age: 15
Gender: Female
Current Occupation: Student
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THE PERSONAL
Likes: the occult/horror, anything that is deemed "satanic" which will then REALLY interest me, fantasy, philosophy (particularly nihilism and theories concerning death), video games, heavy metal, ambient, Europe, history, darkness, being alone, independence
Dislikes: conformity, ignorant and shallow people, extreme weather (hot or cold), spicy foods even if it's slightly spicy, people who force their opinions on me
Strengths: I'm quite honest about myself, though it can be a weakness also since it may cause me to disclose some rather personal information. I am independent; I don't need to rely on others too often. I'm very perseverant when I'm motivated.
Weaknesses: I am extremely distant from people, even to the point where I refuse to participate in groups because of my negative thoughts on others. On the internet, I'm more extroverted though still not much. If you knew me in real life, you'd probably think I was depressed or just weird. I can be too apathetic and blunt, and rude even if I don't mean to be. I am self-centered, arrogant and greedy at times. I am easily angered, even if people don't annoy me very much. I am quite cynical of other people's intentions and motives.
Pet Peeves: I feel pretty icky when people touch me, even if it's a friendly gesture like a slap on the back or even worse, a hug. Don't touch me and we won't have too many problems. I also don't like it when people hate on other forms of music just by judging them from their exterior. I find religion annoying when it keeps getting brought up just about everywhere. I find it somewhat annoying when people mistake me as a Goth just because I act dark, listen to dark music, show interest in the occult, etc. I'm really not one.
Dreams & Ambitions: I would like to be a graphics/concept artist for some game company, or a cover artist for my favorite kinds of music. If that doesn't work, I could always go into accounting. I do want to travel to Europe someday, just any part of it.
Personality in 5 words or less: Loner, cynical, morbid, distant, shy
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FAVORITES
Favorite Season: Spring. The weather's pretty mild and it's near the end of the school year, so I'd generally be feeling more cheerful around this time.
Favorite Element: Darkness. I have always liked fire because it's so aggressive and out of control, the way I see it. Personality-wise, though, I can't relate to it much. So ultimately, I prefer darkness because I can relate to it more and it's associated with evil and the occult...and I'm into that sort of stuff. Haha.
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THIS OR THAT
Mature or Immature: In-between. I am generally mature, though I do find a lot of humor in otherwise childish things. When it comes to forgiving and forgetting, I'm not really that mature about it.
Leader or Follower: Neither. I consider myself a loner, actually. I will follow someone, but for selfish reasons, if it means getting my way. I do not like being a leader a lot of times as I do a poor to decent job at it.
Optimistic or Pessimistic: Pessimistic, about many things in general. But not about death and the afterlife.
Impulsive or Cautious: Both, but a tad more impulsive. 55% impulsive, 50% cautious.
Outgoing or Shy: Shy, definitely. I barely have any real friends...just acquaintances.
Hardworking or Laid-back: Hardworking when I feel motivated by something, whether it's self-motivation or a reward. I am laid-back even when working on something.
Hyper, Calm, or somewhere in-between: In-between, slighty towards calm. I'm generally calm, but occasionally I get hyperactive and restless.
Modest or Bold: Modest. I definitely don't see myself as that bold.
Lover or Fighter: Fighter. I'm not too big in the love department. It actually makes me a bit sick when I hear that word. I know that I can never hold a relationship even if I tried my best because I'm just not that kind of a warm and loving person.
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SITUATIONS
You really don't like someone and find them in a heap of trouble. Would you ignore their pleas for help or give a helping hand?: I'd just not care at all and ignore them.
When the going gets tough, do you stay your ground by yourself, call for help, or run away?: I'd stand my ground. I would never think about getting help because I hate asking for help; it makes me feel weak. I usually wouldn't run away, but only if I REALLY had to and if it was that sort of "life and death" situation.
Someone just cut in front of you in the store, when you've already been waiting 10 minutes. What do you do?: I'd get irritated, but just let it slide because I wouldn't think people would learn anyway.
FF VERSE; SHIN-RA is throwing a 'We didn't end up ending the World' Party and sent you a pretty invitation. You go to the party and you: (ie. dance, karaoke, sit in the corner, sulk) Yeah. I would go sit in the corner and sulk, not talking to anyone at all and just looking around casually. Parties aren't my thing anyway.
FF VERSE; You're battling with your friends, would you rather be attacking, defending, or supporting? Definitely attacking. I wouldn't feel comfortable in the other positions since I'd be too impatient and that I'd want to get rid of my enemies as quickly as possible.
FF VERSE; One of your friends got hurt really bad. You can continue on your mission - but it would mean leaving your friend behind and taking on the next boss with less power. Do you go back to the start to get your friend healed (rest point) or do you keep going on, and try to make it without him/her? I'd definitely go back to the start and heal them. Otherwise, it'd be very hard to continue on with the mission by myself even though I can usually handle whatever comes my way by myself. Not impossible, just even harder.
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INSPIRATIONAL
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I'd like to be less distant. It's a huge problem for me and I realize I can't go through life being so distant all the time from others.
Do you hold onto everything in the past, or do you try to move on and learn from your mistakes?: I hold onto a lot of things from the past...that's pretty much the reason behind my LJ screen name, that I yearn for the past. On a good day, I'd let go of things more easily.
Are there any traits you've witnessed before in someone that you wish you could have?: Caring about people, no matter what. To be honest, I don't think I care a lot about people in general or even ones close to me. If I weren't so cynical and negative about everyone, I would perhaps see them in a more positive light and be more compassionate.
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Is there any character that you strongly would disagree with being voted as?: Well, any optimistic and cheerful character obviously.
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