C'est la vie

[severed_toes]

It seems like everyone else is living a real life except for myself. i find myself at a crossroads constantly, deciding on what i should be doing to get going with my life... is that itself a life?It seems everyone has their life and their circle and for some reason i just feel alone. i live in my ipod and don't really let anyone else inside. "blah

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[jonddf]

I have the same problem and it puts me down everyday when I think about it. Im almost 24, my friends are disappearing and i'm not making enough money. Rcc's associates degree wont get me anywhere. I always feel nervous about my future. Ive come to one thing and it is my best advice. Quit smoking pot. I know it sounds clitche but its probably the one thing that really keeps you around. Im still in your shoes. I know if I quit, I will become more confident and just an overall brighter person. Ill have more motivation to get out into the world because i'll be able to communicate better. It would make me less self conscience and more likely to step forward in life. I believe pot gives you a reason to stick around. I have come to realize that all these things will be better when I quit and i've come so close. Now I just have to work up the balls to do it. I think you would benifit too.

[severed_toes]

yeah man, thanks a lot...i'm doing my best to slowly ween that shit out but its hard, especially here at school when every kid is an alcoholic or drug addict ha i'm trying to get back into music and shit, thats where i felt more comfortable but even that is so hard to get back into, i can't seem to find people like myself anywhere, thats why i'm trying to get out