Private journal entry
I'm becoming more and more attached to Regulus Black. It's starting to frighten me, I want to protect him and hold him and wake up next to him in the morning. That's not me. I give pleasure, and pain, and take it in return, and then I leave when the act is done. Like with Bella, we fuck, we take from each other what we need, and that's as far as it goes. Whereas with Lupin, I detest the company he keeps and everything he stands for, but I want to fuck him into oblivion, to own him and have him for myself. But Reg... Reg I want to tease, to please, to satisfy with no regard for my own needs, to have him smile at me and like what he sees, to enjoy my company and want more of it. Sweet Circe I think I'm becoming cracked in the head...