Gauntlet was this weekend. more on that fun event later. But instead of a 'real' post, i shall be posting a survy! Huzzah!
1. Whats one thing that's heavily weighing on your mind?
stuff that went on this weekend. Ah...drama. You follow me whereever I go.
2. Whats one thing you've learned from a good friendship gone bad?
don't trust people. And yes, I'm still naive and trusting as fuck.
3. Whats one thing you've learned lately from love?
it's complicated but well worth it all lin the end.
4. Is there anyone special in your life in general at the moment?
yes, but whether or not they know how special...that's another thing.
5. Whats a happy time you've had in the past week?
This past weekend. Amazing.
6. Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
hrm...doubtful. I ended up here for a reason. If I change something, I woudn't be here.
7. Who do you like to spend your nights with?
Severus. i'd prefer better company, but I have no such network in SC>
8. Are you an emotional person?
sadly, yes. I apparently wear my heart of my effing sleeve.
9. Are you self conscious?
hells yeah
10. Do you think of others before yourself?
depends on the situation, but I tend to, yes
11. What's something that can always make you feel better?
talking to a friend, cuddling with a friend.
12. Who was the last person you had a crush on?
haha. no telling.
13. Where do you see yourself this time next year?
still in grad school. hopefully not burnt out with it.
14. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
I try not to but I'm so damn quirky that I tend to send mixed signals which them complicates things.
15. Who do you feel the most comfortable around?
freinds.
16. Is there something that you're waiting for?
alot of things. i spend my life waiting.
17. One thing you're not looking forward to?
these next two weeks.
18. How do you feel about change?
It's scary but nessisary. Those of you that know me also know I don't handle it well.
19. What are you most looking forward to?
right now- the weekend of the 27th. Going to MD.
20. What are your plans for your next birthday?
um.I'll be in Austin at Spring War kicking ass and having fun with my amt-fam.
21. Do you even care about your birthday?
yes. it's always nice to have friends celebrate it with you.
22. Do you think anyone in general out there loves you?
friendship wise: yes. romantically: no.
23. When do you think the world will end?
try not to think about that. There are too many things left undone and unsaid in my life.
24. Whats the most expensive piece of clothing you own?
lol. well, soon to be the pirate coat/corset...350 dollars.
25. Why do you drive the car you have right now?
um...because I can't afford a newer, better one...but I still love it.
26. Do you still talk to the person you LAST kissed?
Yes
27. Have you ever seen your best friends cry?
yes
28. What kind of vitamins did you take as a kid?
Flintstones if that.
30. Did you get any compliments today?
::nods::
31. Are you friends with your neighbors?
nope. They leave their trash out and attract ants. I'd rather kill them.
32. What were you just thinking about?
::sighs:: life in general
33. Name the places you have lived in.
California, Virginia, South Carolina...if you count living with my dad over the summers, Arkansas, Texas