being gone for five days doesn't seem like a lot, but i was so excited to come home and see brendan. he dug out his car from the snow and drove all the way here to come to this makeshift welcome home party for britton. at the time i thought everything was perfect just being with him and hanging out at my house. things were like so freakin good ( Read more... )

well last thursday was brendan's 21st birthday and it was so amazing. it started wednesday night when brendan, ryan, jenna, and i went to friday's so he can have his first beer. they don't let people get drinks at midnight on their birthdays, so we had to wait. then he came over to real late in my dorm and we just watched TV like old times. on his ( Read more... )

thanksgiving break was just okay. i had a cold and i didn't do much really. but it was nice to not go to work and school for a few days. i got a haircut and now my hair is not as long and that makes me sad, but it's black and blonde again. thursday is brendan's 21st birthday! i seriously can't wait because i have all this nice stuff planned out for ( Read more... )

so it's past midterms right now and i am so grateful. i feel like i can get through the rest of the semester. i am actually doing really well in school. i can't believe in a year and a month i will graduate. i feel i will mostly likely go on to grad school because i don't want to be 21 and work a full time scary job. plus, i am pretty sure my dad ( Read more... )

well last weekend was super awesome. on friday i went to the berlin fair with will. my pictures made it in! i saw a few people i haven't seen in awhile. it was really cold and even hot cocoa couldn't warm me up. later that night brendan and i went to ryan's and we all went out. we brought terror to wethersfield by hitting golf balls, terrifying a ( Read more... )

it is the first day of october. it hasn't really felt like fall at all though. it seems like it's either been really rainy or unusually warm so far. some nights the air smells like firewood and it just smells so dang good. i feel like once the air turns crisper and the leaves fall on the ground, i will feel good. i can't wait to do to fall related ( Read more... )

so i am pretty sure i had a really great weekend. on friday it was very rainy and i was kinda stressed out. well, i am a baby and i can't handle things. so my brother is leaving for the marines on monday and i am really sad. so i got to spend some time with him on friday. then brendan, the love of my life, came and picked me up and we hung out with ( Read more... )

i have no idea what came over me, but i was having a super awesome day. work was good, class was good, i got to eat dinner with brendan. then all of a sudden, boom! i felt like i was unraveling. i felt like satan got a hold of me to distract me from these awesome blessings in my life. i started to worry about things besides school. that familiar ( Read more... )

i really regret not updating more this summer. maybe this school year i will update more. okay, so last summer was the best summer and i had a lot of fun. this summer hardly compares. i feel like i spent a lot more time alone then i wanted to or even expected it to. i think last summer was the best because i met brendan and made tons of new friends ( Read more... )

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance.--James 1:2-3i can't even begin to describe the last couple of months. God has been working in my life in so many ways. he has brought me so many blessings and really great fellowship. sometimes it's been ( Read more... )