Going crazy. Miserable by the slightest. Fine sometimes, but then it hits. Wham. Ow.

I'm better. I'm through venting about the musical.

And uh so.. that's it. I just feel boring. Not quite bored, but boring. As in I bore. Others. Wonderful. And I'm still kicking myself. No comments, please.

There's so much I have to say, but I won't. Let myself. I typed out a big entry just now, and the connection failed and I lost everything. I didn't want anyone to read it anyway, so why bother in the first place. Or second place. So here I am ( Read more... )

Oi. Another pointless journal.

Cold+ hating everyone for no reason at all+ headache= not a great day. But the best one i've had in a while. But also thinking about things. Not good.

But today was Barter Day so it's good. And I bought some songs. Yay.

I hate everyone today!

Wore my Britain pin for Patriotism Day.

Went grocery shopping with Dan and plotted our show.

That's pretty much it.

Too much. And not enough.

So. Pretty bored. Lonely. Not gonna lie. Thinking. About things. Wondering. How do I feel? It hurt, yeah, but for some reason it's not so bad anymore. I guess I'll just be for now.

Taking cupcakes to Andrew today, he's 16 now! Aw little Andrew. I got a new lamp, isn't that marvelous? And I'm getting my hair cut Friday. Quite thrilling.

Bad Mood. Hateful. Bitter. Aching. It's quite wonderful, you see.

Bored as hell all day.

Today was not filled with compliments, as it was supposed to be. Living by the Book, you know.

Guh.

So... yeah. I'm really... ugh feelings. Why. Weakness. Fear. Love. Pretty much synonymous. So I gotta do this, or I'll die. Or get a bowstaff shoved up my nose. Either way, I gotta do it. Buh. If only I was totally apathetic to everything in life. Well, that wouldn't be fun or interesting, would it? No adventure there.

One of my deeper away messages: i like to observe the populus. for exaple, not too long ago people were saying "what is is" and so forth, whereas today many say "cut my wrist and black my eyes" and so on ( Read more... )